Love is not blind - It sees more and not less,

2007-02-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

I have moved to http://j4n3t08.livejournal.com
Kindly relink pls, =D
Thanks.

2007-02-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Specially dedicated to you, my special one;

Yesterday was valentine's day, baby thanks for the bouquet of champange roses and the vintage mickey and minne big head 3D puzzle.
Finally we took prints like what we did last year valentine's.

I don't want you to get sick, it is so misery to see you in such suffering, I'll take care of you, this I promise you?I don't want flowers, I just wanna be with you happily without worries, and see you healthy once again.

I'll be your blanket when you are cold, hugging you all day long.I know you're having high fever yesterday, I was really pretty worry about your feverish forehead when I saw your temperature shooting up to almost 39 degrees.I hope you will get well soon, and be the cheerful one again! =)
Stay strong just for you and me.I love you baby.

Last of all,Happy valentine's day, sorry I ruined almost everything and even skipped the lecture.

2007-02-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

Had quite a good time at work today, nothing much to do.
I shall bring my notes tomorrow and revise it in the office since I got plenty of time.
Baby actually joined me for lunch, how sweet. :)
Bidded goodbye with baby after the lunchbreak and baby headed to don't know where, hee.
Surprise right?

Hmmm, tomorrow it's my turn to choose baby a nice valentine present and I'm still cracking my head as in what present to buy for baby, never mind I still got another 2 days to do so.
But, I won't tell you what it is, SHHH.

There will be more surprise for you on valentine day.
I can't wait to spend this coming valentine day with you. :)

I love you!

2007-02-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Went to meet grandma and auntie at fairprice earlier on.
We shopped for the new year groceries.
Bidded with them after the groceries shopping and went to meet baby.
Baby and me then headed to tm.
Bought some make-up from red earth and a guess wallet, my previous wallet was torn like don't what and didn't have the time to buy it, lol.
Went for my manicure and pedicure appointment.
Poor baby stood there waiting for me and played the nintendo ds lite.
Tsk, this baby can never leave without the nintendo ds lite.

Splurge quite alot this few days, and I think I'm gonna broke real soon.
I can't wait to see my little cousins during cny and grandma's delicious cooking :)

A week to new year and another day to tomorrow.

2007-02-11T02:47:00.000+08:00

Lynn tried to act bossy even lady boss said so.
Lady boss said that she no production yet she loves to act bossy, and she will be terminated soon due to her poor production, tsk.
I had a very sudden shooting pain (cramp) yesterday.
I even vomited twice.
What had happened to me?
I'm so thankful to jess and my lady boss, they gave me panadol to consume and let me rest until I'm alright.
Headed to meet baby and went to town yesterday.
Dined in village for our dinner, baby had her usual crepes and I had fish and wedges, the clam chowder soup just makes my stomach felt so relieved.
Finally, I got my new year clothes and stuffs, chosen a dress and a tube which are meant for new year.
Thanks baby.
Baby also bought a stripy top and a collar top form revoltage.
And I bought another pair of heels and handbag.
Queued for a cab, but the cab just doesn't seem to arrive, so we have no choice but to book a cab.
The cab arrived in less than 3 mins, and finally home sweet home.
Bought hanzazakarino kimitachihe (hua yang shao nian shao nu) dvd meant to kill the time.
I guess it gonna be a nice and hilarious show.
I bought another tube again, I just can't help cos shopping makes me happy, so baby don't blame me alright? :)
Went to hollywood secret to trim my eyebrows.
Finally I had a nice and more neater eyebrows now.
But it was quite pain during the plucking of eyebrows process, tears nearly rolled down.
LOL.
I actually realised I had to wear medium size nowadays and that I could not fit into small size.
The weird thing is that I actually lost 2 kilograms of my weight.
It was actually water retention.
I got tired and heavy feet and hands this few day, hopefully it will recover soon.
Thanks baby for taking care of me when I needed you most
3 more days to valentine but we have to attend lesson, but I'll make the best just for you alright?
I just love glancing into your eyes, it looked so wonderful.

2007-02-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

Went to attend the lesson yesterday.
The same old thing happened, we did not even understand what the lecturer is talking about.
I kept disturbing baby during the lesson, so hilarious.
Guess what?
We have to attend lesson on the 14th feb valentine and 21 feb (4th day of lunar).
So pathetic.

Right now, I only had a pair of white heels which is meant for chinese new year, I have not yet bought any clothes, so pathetic.
I just feel that all the clothes look so alike, nothing special.

Finally, we will be shopping for our chinese new year clothes tomorrow :)
My baby just doesn't seem to care about me anymore, baby seem to be spending more time on the nintendo game than me (J-E-A-L-O-U-S).
So baby, you should know what to do alright?

And shall meet zann and ben for the new year dinner soon :)

2007-02-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

Had my birthday eve spent with my beloved fellow peeps, they gave me the best, effervescent birthday.
Thanks guys =)

Dined our early dinner at pizza huts.
And I love all the gifts they gave me, =)

I had a pleasant surprise, they actually walked into pizza hut and surprised me with the birthday cake and birthday song.
I shall wait for hui zhen to send me the video clip, send me fast pls? =)

Strolled around, and played some hilarious joke on baby.
I know baby hated me cos I'm being mean. =D

Went to vivo city, baby bought me one suspender shorts with one tees from zara.
And we headed for some pictures taking.

Soon, we took bus back to bedok and slacked around.
The funny thing is we waited ben for him to take his car's remote key down.
And we practically played in his car.
So hilarious.

It was a fun day with you guys, I was so touched with the big surprise, thanks guys.

Went to vivo city today.
Yes we went there again.
Know why?
My suspender short was too big for me, =(
And it was already the 'small' size, and they do not have 'xs'. (okay, I'll eat more)
So I have got no choice but to change for something else.
I choosen a tee and a halter, while I bought a zara tee for baby as our 1 year 3 months gift too.
I hope you will like it. =)

And yes we had carl's jr, we had big onion rings and etc.
Headed for groceries shopping at giant.
We bought the value pack tissue (funny us), cup noodles, cheese balls and potato chips.
And I bought the wonka chocs and the nougats from candy empire.
Soon, we joined the long taxi queue, and I was so frustrated with the VERY-LONG-QUEUE, and we crossed the bridge to hail for a cab.
Finally, we managed to get into the cab, and home sweet home. =)

Happy 1 year 3 months to baby. =))

PS: Somebody(baby) is buying nintendo DS lite soon, I'm so envy can!

2007-01-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

The agency had meeting today.
Meeting was 3 hours long?
Boss said that if they qualify for their quota and I will be able to go korean with them.
He stressed the importance of the quota and etc.

And after the meeting, I was suppose to hand over some documents to my boss.
However, I just misplaced it.
So all the agents helped me to find, so hilarious.

Baby and I had our very first lesson in marketing.
The lecturer was damn hilarious, however his lesson was so boring.

I love to see the way you paying attention and writing notes in class. =)

I'm so dead tired and I gonna sleep soon.

Good night everyone.

2007-01-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Laser vision correction?
Lady boss had her eyes laser surgery done in a few years back, it costed her $6000 in the private clinic.
I was thinking now that eye laser surgery is becoming more and more common, so i guess the price is around $3000 in the private clinic.
But there is side effects too; the vision of the reflection of light might turned out to be darker than usual.

I heard lady boss said that you have to be 21 years old before doing such surgery.
Yesterday I watched the girls out loud, wendy had her nose job done.
And after the show, I became so consicious about my flat nose, I want a nose job done too. (I'm not that brave).
I just felt that my nose is abit too flat, but at least I do have the nose bridge. =)

Talk about my eyes.
The condition actually worsen when I wore my contact lenses yesterday and the eye became so sore and red(as red as a tomato).
I was afraid that I might get blind or something, so baby and I consulted a doctor just now.
Thanks baby for accompanying me.
Fortunately, it was some kind of infection which causes the irritation.
I had 3 bottle of eye drops to drip.
Surprisingly, after I dripped the eye drops my eye turned out to be better, not much of irritation already.
Count me lucky. =)

Hope my sore, red eye will eventually recover before my birthday, so that I can wear contact lenses.

P/s: I hate spectacles, I want my nose to be higher and the eye laser surgery.

2007-01-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

Headed to town yesterday.
Baby bought a cardigan, while I bought 2 cardigans and a top. =)
We had some light snacks, seafood tempura (haha baby and me had telephathy cos we wanted to eat that together).
Soon, we cabbed home.
Had some tiffs with baby, everything is alright now. =)

Woke up quite late today.
Baby and me had only early dinner, how pathetic.
However, we went to 85 and bought lots of foods home, funny us.
We bought 20 sticks of satay, hokkien mee, minced pork noodles, 10 chicken wings and some junk foods from fairprice.
We looked so funny.
Our tummies were all filled up after consuming so much food.
It's a fortune that we were able to eat so much, isn't it?
I'm growing fat too and it's the year of pig this year. =)

Daryl Liew, you bought the cardigan as your new year top, I want new year clothes too! =)
It is so unfair, hmph!

Another week to my birthday, I'm turning 19 soon.
Time files.

I have to work tomorrow again, what a day.
And our lesson will be starting on wednesday, I can't wait to study with you. =)

You are my superman!

2007-01-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

I was pretty tired this few days.
Attended the wake with mum last evening.
Mum and auntie never fail to chat and they are like so talkative, lol.
Helped to serve the guest together with my cousin, ai ling.
Sighs.

Met mum yesterday after my work and I was late.
We went to grandma's house first cos she is going to the wake too.
However, went we reach my grandma's doorstep, there was a very humungous, fiery dog dashed out from the room's door with her head sticking out in the gateway.
Feeling so aghasted, mummy and me ran and hid.
Funny us.

Auntie's voice was so powerful that the dog eventually ran into the room, poor dog was locked in the room, so funny.

Still, mummy and I went to grandma's room to hide.

Waited for auntie to get ready before we can go out together.
And so cabbed to western region of the singapore, it was really a far far highway to the place.
While travelling in the cab, auntie actually took out her portable dvd player and watched the princess hours, suprisingly she also love it.

Settled down and saw many familar faces there.
But there was this auntie (my grandpa's sister), she was so hilarious.
Guess what she said?
If you are pregnant with a baby girl, you will probably strike lottery. (this is when she saw my auntie who is pregnant with a baby girl.
And the moment we chatted about ai ling's dad, guess what she said?
She said that male with moles on their chin will also be lucky in striking lottery.
Then mummy said that "you so funny lah, whoever you saw or said will strike lottery lah".
They kept making fun of each others, I just can't stand them. =)

Today was a tired day for me.
I didn't have a chance to slack down and my lady boss was saying that I looked so stress, she even asked me to relax down abit.
I replied her: "Huh? I looked so stress and I was trying to pull my face abit."

I'll be meeting my long lost sisters on next next monday, I'm so eager to see them. =)

Anyway, it's a another day tomorrow.

2007-01-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

Grandpa's brother just passed away.
Sighs.

I just know that he slipped down and that's the end of his life and he was at the age of his 60s only, leaving his two children and spouse.

Sometimes, life is so unpredictable.
We just do not know when are we leaving the world.

I know grandma must be crying in grief, yet I can't accompany her, I feel so useless.
I'll be attending the wake with mum on wednesday evening.

It seems like the coming new year will be a boring one; without grandpa, and grandpa's brother.
And a plain, boring, new year without them.

When it is our time to leave, we just have to leave the world and say goodbye.

2007-01-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

Just came back home.
I received a bad news from grandma.
Sighs.

She told me that a uncle (my grandpa's brother) is in a coma.
He slipped and injured his back of the brain.
The doctors said that there are a very slim chance for him to gain consciousness.

I was thinking life just come and go easily.
I wanted to cherish the things around me before it is too late.

Humans just won't learn to be self satisfied, yes including me I admit.
Humans ought to learn to be more self satisfied and apperciate the things aound.
How long is a lifespan?
I think at an average of 70yrs or 80 yrs?

Sometimes, I think that I have done so much in my life and if i had to go by one day, isn't it a waste?
But, I give myself a second thought, if I had done something meaningful and accomplished the things I want, I should be happy, isn't it?

Though it is still a long way to go, but I still think that life is short.

People, cherish the things and people in your life. =)

Burned out

2007-01-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so burned out.
Went town with baby today, yet we din really shop for our stuffs, just roamed around and we cabbed home soon.

This few days, I felt so antagonized by someone.
He just pretended nothing at all!

I just gonna tolerate for 2 more years.

Came across zann's easyjournal.
It was so hilarious and the anticipation of going school everyday. (maybe expect friday cos there was PE and mass run).
Sighs.

Shall replenished my energy right now.

2007-01-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Angels brought me here, =)

I love you always.

2007-01-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

Realizing that my birthday is arriving in another 2 weeks time, I'm turning 19 soon.

Last year, I had so much fun on my birthday.
The huge, princess cake was so yummylicious.
It was so memorable.

With the blink of an eye, it's another year again.

2007-01-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

Out to town today.
Yeah shopping again.
Like so finally I got that mphosis top and belt.
Baby mentioned that it was my pre birthday present. =)
Thanks baby.

And yeah, it actually reminded me that I'm gonna be a year older soon.
So sick of life, nothing that I'm looking forward.

I just realised that someone is kettle calling pot black, =)
And it sounded so funny to me, whatever it is.

PS: I'm not in a very good mood right now, stay away from me.

Sprinkling all the way

2007-01-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

It's been sprinkling all the way, I heard the raindrops pitter patter and slide down the windows.
It's 11:43pm now and I'm gazing at the spattering.
It just came across my mind about what had happened this evening. =)
Baby picked me up from the bus stop, and it was downporing terribly, poor baby got caught in the rain and was semi-drenched.

Holding our hands tightly close to each other and continued to step faster, I somehow felt so close, like I never had this feeling before.

You make the spattering a luscious one, you make the cold snap a warm one and you make the love a complete one.

My greenish hair

2007-01-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Alright, I was so mad just now.
I'm not happy with my greenish hair. (I look like a demon)
So, I called the salon up and guess what they said?

Supposedly, if you compare with other more branded, they will guarantee you with one week satisfaction.
If you not content with the colour or style of your hair, you can still go back and redo it.

But now the problem is now they want to charge me half of the price if I wanna redo my hair colour.

And please baby isn't please with her hair too.
If you bleach your hair mat green, how come it turned out to blue?
Isn't it weird?

Guess what the hair stylists said?
They said baby have to wash for a week and the colour will gradually fade off to green colour or whatever.

I can't believe that they are such a money-grubber.

Now, I'm so unhappy about their services, I won't go back for the half price thingy.
I rather do it myself or go to another salon to dye my hair.

FUCK OFF YOU LOUSY SALON.
RARRRRR!!!!!!
I HATE MY GREENISH HAIR.

Motivated

2007-01-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

Motivated once again.
I'll go on towards my goals and dreams. =)

2007-01-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

The cramp in my tummy is killing me!
Anyway, it's gonna be a monthy basis routine, so i've got no choice.

Guess what?
I stayed back at office till 8pm with lady boss.
And yeah, we sort out all the paperwork and calcutation.
By the time we are done with our work, I'm alr half-dead.

Lady boss drove me home and apologises for the late work, at least she is quite thoughful, isn't it?
She also asked me to work hard and start planning my this 2 years.
Seriously speaking, I have not interest in meeting up the clients for dealing of sales.

I thought of taking up a office job in the industry of marketing (a 5 day work), I really got no ideas.

My birthday is arriving in a 3 weeks!
Horray, I'm a year older, sighs.

I've got no inspiration to go on, this kills me deep inside.

Re: My bad hair day!

2007-01-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

Visited the our usual hair salon today.
Our hair stylists recommended us some chic colours.
Feeling uncertainly of which colours to choose, we leave the decision to our hair stylists.
All I know is that I want that mat darkish green, while baby had the hair dyed and highlighted.

Though I get that green but I was kinda not satisfied, while baby highlighted part turned out to be blue and dark brown as base colour.

And the worst is that I cut my fringe!
It is so short!

RAR.

GIVE ME BACK MY FRINGE!

Anyway, overall is quite alright.
(I'm consoling myself).
SIGHS.

Everything will be alright soon.

2007-01-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

Just came back from town with baby.
Bought 'a certain age' by rebecca ray from kinokuniya while baby bought 'cell' by stephen king.
It seems to be an interesting book.

As usual, I got held up by last mintutes work again.
This time I manage to haste up the work.
Met baby after work, and we took the train to town again.
And it's like we are going town on every fri and sat. LOL.
There is nowhere we can go.

Dined at tea shake hut after that.
Roamed around and bought some tibits from cold storage and cabbed home.

Somehow, we think that the cab driver drove the longer route.
All the way to little india, boon keng then to macperson?
Isn't it far?

HAH.

Didn't really get to watch the 9pm show!
AT LEAST, we got to watch the very last part of it.

I wasn't very happy about it.

Baby said that we will be going to the usual salon to have our hair coloured.
I wonder what colour should we get?
Most probably, I'll be getting golden brown.

This are some random pictures taken with baby.

p/s I love you.

2007-01-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

My sore eye didn't get any better.
And so, I wore my specs to work, hate it.
Please let my eye get better and recover soon.
I was held up by some last mintutes work.
And yes I'm grumbling right now.

Headed to chinatown the day before.
It was so congested can?
We can hardly walk any further.
The human traffic was hindered.

Nevertheless, we headed to people's park.
It changed quite alot and we can hardly recognize it.
In my childhood memories, I used to recognize it as a old, aged building.
Grandparents used to hold my hand and brought me to that place.
Feeding me with the fries from macdonalds without fail, giving me a smile in their were the warmest expressions from them.

Well, it was just some flashbacks.

Tomorrow is our 14 months.
I want you to be the happiest person in the world, trust me.

I love you.
I just want a simple life with you.

2007-01-02T12:54:00.000+08:00

Baby and missed our mac breakfast!
Rarr.
Yes we woke up late.

We will be heading to town to shop for our tops later.

It's the last day of enjoyment, I mean I have to work tomorrow and it seems like a boredom to me.

2 more days to our 14 months. =)

I'll be waiting for the day, just you and me.

Welcome the new year 2007!

2007-01-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

It's the new year of 2007!
Though I had experienced bad times during the year 2006, but I did not give up and I do believe I can go on further.
A big thanks to my grandparents (though grandfather had already left the world, he will still be in my heart), my dearest baby and all my fellow friends.
They have been really great to me.

And yes, I'm glad that baby has been always there for me. =)
You know you have been such a good gf for me.
Thanks for being with in the past one year and brought me so much joy and fun.

We went through so much tears, laughter and fun.
Your accompany have been a great one.

My peeps have been a great accompany too.
Without you guys, there wouldn't been any fun.

I have came across to know some new nice friends.
They brought the happiness moment at work.
Taking care of me, introducing me the new environment and accompanying me.
And of course bitching and gossiping together, LOL. (human does bitch right, who doesn't?)
The lunch sessions were such a memorable one with their funny and hilarious comments and actions.
I miss them, =(

And of course not forgetting those old peeps.
It seems that we are busy for meet-up, cos of our work but I know this will never drift our friendship away!

Friends do not need converstations everyday and meet up as often, it's the thought that counts.

And yes, I have learnt to be more outgoing, independent, serious in work and more understanding towards certain things in this year 2006.
Though I have failed at the mid of 2006, eventually I stood up at the end of it.
I tried to give up, but thanks to baby and friends encourgement!

Say goodbye to 2006 and welcome the new year of 2007!

Strive harder everyone!

Happy New Year!

2006-12-31T20:35:00.000+08:00

Lunched with christopher last friday.
His treat at cartel was great.
Chatted about our lives.
And I realised how precious is our lives.

Met baby after work.
And we headed to town.
Bought a new top, but I still could not find the top I want.

Soon, we headed to the strudel shop and baby bought that full strudel, yummylicious.
Cabbed home as we were too tired.

Went to town yesterday again.
I was so determine to find that top but still I could not find it.
But at last, I give up!
Haha.

Dined at village and the crepes and banana smoothie was so savoury.

And yeah, we stayed at home the whole day for today.
Practically we slept the whole day.
Watched steward little 2 with baby.
It was nice and hilarious.

We will be counting down for the arrival of the new year at home later.

Happy new year everyone!

And have a great and fabulous new year!
Enjoy to the fullest!

2006-12-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Went to see a doc yesterday as I am having really bad sore eye. (I have wear specs for the time being and no contact lenses).
Rarr.
Though I got the medical cert, I still have to go work which I'm unhappy about.
But at least i'm able to go off at 12 plus which is a good thing.

Baby and me went to register for the marketing diploma yesterday.
And the lesson will be commence at the end of Jan. =)

As usual I had my pedicure done today, but the rain ruined it!
So I had to travel all the way back and fix it again.
RARR.

Anyway, grandmother and auntie happened to pass by tampines so I hopped into auntie's car and went to grandma house.
Chatted about the memories of grandpa.
I miss him.

Met baby after that.
Bickered with baby.
Sighs.
Just don't wanna bring it up.

Cabbed back to tampines and we dined at sakae.
Soon, we headed back home.

I'm tired, shall turn in right now.
Take care everyone.

I want no more bickering with you,
I just want it to be the same like the past.
Will you?

2006-12-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

I was so reluctant to wake this morning.
But in the end, I forced myself wake up. =)
I was too tired.

Went lunch with bos, lady boss and fellow colleagues and dined at crystal lunch.
Unexpectedly, the food wasn't really nice.

An hour later, boss drove us back and back to my stressful work!
Soon, I was dismissed from work.

Went to make enquiry for our marketing diploma.
Baby and me intend to take up that course and register on this coming friday.
Lesson will be starting on the end of Jan 2007.
SIGHS.
I wanna slack somemore. =(

I was so discouraged today.
What has happened to me?

life still goes on like this, no matter what this is a battle;
battle between myself,
go on janet, I must!

Nevertheless, baby bought me the smiley cookies.
And it brightens up my day. =)
Thanks baby!

2006-12-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

AHHH!
I was so happy!

My brother messaged me the christmas greeting for the first time!
This was the best ever gift and priceless one.
I wonder why he messaged me cos I have not seen or talk to him for quite some time.
Still, I miss him, the times when we played and sang together.
I feel so emo. =(

Went kcc with hui zhen, ben and baby yesterday.
Well, we roamed around then baby and me headed to fairprice for some grocery shopping. =)

Bought the almost love, but we have not yet watch it.

Woke up late today!
Instead of breakfast, I prepared lunch for baby and baby's mother.
YES, baby helped me cos I was afraid of the splattering of the oil, LOL.

Anyway, we had the yummylicious lunch. =)
Stayed at baby's house for the whole day.
We were too lazy to get out of the house.

I don't mind cos I get to hug baby the whole day.
-BEAMS =)

Thanks for spending the sweetest christmas with me.
You shall be preparing breakfast for the next christmas for me alright?

Take me to your heart.

Merry Christmas

2006-12-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everybody!

Though it is christmas today, but I guess we won't be going town later.
So funny, we will be staying at baby's house. =(

I wanna get out, pouts. (HINT)

I'll be preparing the very special menu of the day later for our breakfast.
Baby, aren't you fortunate? =)

All I want for christmas is you!
Spend this christmas and all christmas with me.
I'll put the present in your smelly socks alright? (SHHH!)

I love you.

And last of all, wishing my peeps a merry and fabulous christmas!
Enjoy!

2006-12-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

I'm happy!
Cos I don't have to work on monday!
But just have no idea where to go on monday.

Anyway, I was dismissed earlier than usual on last friday.
Baby and me went kcc.
We did alot of hilarious things, aren't we? =)

By the time of 7pm, we were famished at that time.
Dined at pizza huts and ordered the x'mas suprise meals. (Yummylicious)
And it's so weird cos we thought we could not finish the pizza.
But in the end, we managed to gorge it!
LOL.

Shopping-spree at fairprice.
And yes I felt as if like a housewife.
Funny us.

I just wanna keep the sweetest memories in my heart just for you and me.
You take me to nowhere but to your heart.
Put me in your arms, and give me the endless love.

2006-12-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

New year resolution/ wishlist

Take lesser medical leave.

Earn more money.

Work seriously and effciently.

Take up new courses or activities. (Yoga, make-up courses and take up korean language)

Visit grandmother more often.

Take up marketing diploma and get good results for it.

Be more sociable.

Try not to splure on unnecessary items.

Go for tutorial (if possible)

Visit my cousins whenever I'm free.

Grow my HAIR long.

To pass my M5 and M9.

Catch up with old friends.

Meet my friends more often.

Get suffcient sleep.

Exercise on weekends. (Badminton and swimming)

Go sauna.

Go get a nice makeover portfolio with baby.

Go overseas with baby. (Korean and taiwan)

Less quarrels with baby.

Be more understanding.

To SAVE up. (I know I won't)

World peace

Yes, and this is my new year resolution or rather my wishlists. I Know it sounded kind of funny, anyway it was just a random entry.

4 more days to christmas. Wooo! I want to have a ginger breadman, mr santa?

Yesterday was so fun and YES I SPLURGE ALOT! Bought 2 simple make-up remover, MNG tube top and eye shadows, lip gloss from red earth and baby bought a lovely pen from precious thots! (Thanks baby!)

Poor baby spend quite alot too. Baby bought the sebastian clays, osis wax and hair spray. Baby is oh-so VAIN! LOL.

We are like shopping freaks yesterday but we did enjoyed ourselves.

We were so tired that we cabbed home, partly is because we wanna watch that 9pm show(million treasure), it was a nice show.

I have sore eye and it has been two days, pls recover because I wanna go SHOPPING tomorrow. =))

Monday is a public holiday, that means I don't have to attend work. =))

Alright, I gonna eat my glutinous balls (tang yuan) right now.

Take care.

Christmas gift!

2006-12-17T02:45:00.000+08:00

Town-ed with my baby yesterday.
Shopped for my christmas gift!
Baby bought me that shu umera mascara and that shu umera shimmering brown eyeshadow!
WEEE!

Thanks baby =)

And yes, town was packed like dunno what.
But anyway, I bought myself the anna sui; secret wish.
I just love the sweet scent. (Christmas gift to pamper myself).

Dined at village.
It was a fabulous dinner.

Took the 'express bus' to meet zann and ben.
And yeah it was really a 'express bus'.
Blame to the traffic, it was congested.
And so, we reached our destination at about 11 plus?
HOWEVER, the bus driver did not alight us at our stop!
We did pressed the bell.

So guess what?
Poor baby and me had to take another bus back.
RARR.

Of course, I was elated to see zann and ben, =)

Bickered with baby this afternnon. (sorry baby)
And so we went out quite late.
Bought baby the levis top as christmas gift, it looked perfectly nice on baby! =)
Hope that baby likes it.

Met ben and zann for steamboat after that.
It was damn hilarious. (The wonderful prawns).

And yes the food filled our tummies, =)

Went arcade after that.
Played a few games before heading off.
I enjoyed my day for this weekend. =)

More shopping tomorrow.

Take care.

2006-12-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Went to kcc with feng shuang, hui zhen, yee ling and baby yesterday.
It was so fun =)
Shall go kcc soon again.

Anyway, town-ed with baby today.
And I'm sick right now.
I'm thinking why nowadays I kept on falling sick, perhaps it got to do with the weather-changing.

Pictures taken:

I gonna attend m9 tutorial on monday to thursay nights.
SIGHS.
Gonna work from 9am to 5pm and still have to attend tutorial from 7pm to 10 pm.

Tomorrow will be going to be cousins' house.
I guess I'll bring tim over to toys 'r' us to shop for his christmas present and his reward, he got first in class and I'm so proud of him.

Oh ya, baby is gonna buy her NEW PHONE tomorrow.
And I'm so ENVY please. =)
Haha.

I just consumed the flu pills but it didn't make me feel better.
Sighs.

Oh ya, baby and me met this group of cheena people who is so uncultured.
And please their behaviour just turned me off.
There were like hoping in the bus in a desperately manner.
And the worst part is that they kept pushing around.
The funniest part is that they kept looking on the electronic display for the number of seats avaliable and counted how many people actually board or alight and talking loudly in the bus!
I was thinking that if they are so interested they can just go up to the upper deck of the bus and grab a seat.
TSK.

Gonna go rest now, and bless that my flu will eventually go off. =)

I just wanna be inside your heaven.
Take me to your heaven, take me to the place where you come from with lots of love.

2006-12-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

I'm happy today.
Woohoo.
Took many many pictures with the Japauqas.
And managed to watch the opening seasons with hui zhen, ross, bubu, and baby.
It was definately a great show.

No more singing kakis with me, and I have to wait for years already.
Sighs.

Went to 85 and dined for our dinner with the rest and it was a great one (expect for the stringray thingy).
Had desert with them after that, group pictures with them and jokes with them.

It was such a memorable day for us. =)

2006-12-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Met up with ben and hui zhen last friday.
Dined at pizza hut and had savoury dinner.

Shopped at fair price.

Tried choya for the first time, it was quite alright. =)

zann joined us soon after.

Bidded goodbye with them and met up feng shuang, wai ying, eileen and ghim hwee.

It was a fun and happening one.

Reached home at only 6 in the morning.

Currently, the misery in my head is causing me to nowhere.

I gonna turn right now.

2006-11-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Spend the entire last saturday with feng shuang.
And yes we went to kbox and did the craziest things, hilarious.
The ju-on, candid pictures and the laughter is so memorable. (especially the ju-on thingy).
Pictures uploaded:

Heh. Ju-on!

More outing soon =)

2006-11-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

I had a great day today with feng shuang.
Met her after my work.
She waited for me at my office building for half an hour.
So nice of her =)

Trained to town and blabbed as usual.
So much things to chat about and it is so much fun.
I bought a black flowery dress and I'm gonna wear it tomorrow.
Dined at tea shake hut for our dinner and it filled our hunger.

We are going kbox tomorrow and I'm feeling so excited about it.
And we are going shopping again!
WEE!

So we have decided to doll ourselves nicely tomorrow and we will be wearing dress tomorrow.
I gonna wake up early later, so better turn in right now. =)

I hope my percious baby like that surprise present that i bought for you.
Though it doesn't take a long time for me to choose it, but still I hope you will like it.
This is the advance christmas present but there will be more christmas presents coming in.
And this time round DO NOT TRY TO PEEP THE PRESENT AGAIN.
I know my baby is feeling excited about the gift but it is a no no alright?
Hee.
I love my baby.
Alright, baby will be my santa claus this year.
HOHOHO. =))
And mr santa claus I want lots of presents this year. =))

2006-11-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

Went over to grandma's place after my work.
Saw mummy and auntie there too.
So hilarious.
They were all giggling around.
And I tell you my auntie look so comical and her jokes can make you laugh continuously.
Auntie baked pandan cake and puddings for us.
She is so skillful in baking all this can?

Mummy and auntie will be staying over at grandmother's house tonight.
And they said that grandpa's soul will be coming back to grandma's house in the midnight.
I don't know how true it is, but definitely I miss grandpa.
Sighs.

The house (grandma's house) seems to be lack of some kind of chuckling and smile.
I don't know how it will be like without grandpa during the chinese new year.
A passionless and monotonous one?

When I was a child I used to sit on my grandpa's lap when he is playing manjong and peep the rest of player's tiles.
And definitely I'll whisper some hints into my grandpa's ear.
I was so naughty and playful.
I'll also be the so called waitress and serve the drinks to the player, and grandpa will never forget to beam at me.

Who is gonna beam at me if i'm naughty again?
Sighs.

I miss you, where'd you go?

2006-11-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

I was hold back by some work today.
I'm so burned out.
I guess I have been working for 10 hours today?

I wanna go back early, but stupid deadline just delayed me.
Rarr.
There is still more work to be done tomorrow.
AND THE WORK IS A NEVER ENDING ONE.
But still, I'll hang tough there.
After this month, it will be alright. =)

Christmas coming soon.
I wonder how are we going to spend?
Hmmm.

I'll be meeting feng shuang on this coming friday and passing her the present.
I'm feeling so excited about it!
Definitely more shoppings with her. =)
(Many people will walk in and out of your life,but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.)
What does this mean?
Shall elaborate a little.

I guess the definition is:
Either working or studying, we often see familiar or different faces, but there are so many people around you and those are worthy is just a certain percantage out of the huge amount of humans.
Maybe just that 1%?
Who knows?
It is definitely a rare chance for those who are true to you. =)
I guess I'm blessed to have such a true friend.
It has been years I know her and we have not been meeting or rather going out as often.
But, we are still as close as years back. =)

Tomorrow will be another chapter of life. =)

2006-11-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

I have not been blogging lately.
Went for the tutorial last monday and wednesday.
The first lesson was alright but the last lesson was so boring.
But managed to learn quite a handful of things.

I'm slacking right now.
Just doesn't have the mood to study.
And the tutorial had ended.
Maybe I should attend the december tutorial for better knowledge?

Went to the provision shop with baby just now.
And I just bought the seventeen magazines.
Baby complained that I had been splurging too much on the cleo magazines and that seventeen magazines is FOR THOSE WHO ARE SEVENTEEN, so it actually reminded that I'm not 17 years old already, sighs!.
Yah, and in 2 more months I'll be reaching 19 years old?
I feel so old, =(

Towned with baby yesterday and today.
Bought quite a few stuffs yesterday.
Fake eyelashes (saw it from magazines that it gives beautiful eyes but I have sensitive eyes so I just bought for the sake of fun), 3 pairs of ear studs, a set of make-up brushes and a new pair of heels. =)
While baby bought the (gong) princess hours sound track. =))
It was so fun.

I'm so dead beat right now but thanks for making my day a wonderful one.
I love you, baby.

2006-11-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

Met up ben and hui zhen for kboxing session yesterday.
Baby and me were late and we cabbed over marina square to meet ben and hui zhen.
As usual, we had our favourites song and enjoyed the atmosphere there.

After the kboxing sessions, we headed to the arcade.
It was so hilarious.
Baby got that x'mas minnie mouse for me after so many attempts.
Bidded goodbye with them and headed to meet baby friend's.

Had sakae for our early dinner?
And we walked all the way to suntec for shopping?
Came across many capsules machines.
And we decided to try our luck, and I got many things I wanted or rather I wish for (the cute wand and zip zip).

Helped baby's friend to turn the capsules machine as she longed for a snoopy figurine.
Haha.
And all thanks to my lucky hand?
I got the snoopy figurine for baby's friend.
She was elated of course.

Soon, another friend of baby had arrived.
And we headed to starbucks.
Baby's friends helped baby to fix the remote controlled car.
And it was nicely done. =)
It was for baby's father birthday gift.

Bidded goodbye with them.
Baby and me then headed to carrefour for some groceries shopping.
Bought quite alot of stuffs.
Soon, we cabbed home.

I love that x'mas minnie mouse.
Thanks baby.
And I love my baby many many.

I have to sleep early tonight.
And there is captial marketing tutorial tomorrow.

Back to my revision right now.

2006-11-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

I was walking and strolling alone this afternoon.
And this actually came across my mind.
Or should I say that many flashbacks appeared on mind?

I feel so down, just don't ask me why.
Grandpa's death had caused me into much depressions.
I feel that I just cannot take it.

And work had caused much stress in me.
Of course, many others stuffs and matters.

I felt as if I'm struggling helpessly.

Life is kind of plain right now.

by some time i might had to leave the world just like grandpa, and it is a matter of time.
nobody comprehend how i thinks, nobody.

2006-11-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

First day of the trip
Baby and me woke up as early as 6am?
Got ourselves prepared and bathed.
We then cabbed to the place where we need to board the bus. And the bus is perfectly comfortable.
There were nice video to wactch and songs to listen, so I guess there is nothing we can be fuss about. So we happily travelled to KL.

Almost 6 hours to KL?
Though the journey was long and tiring but I'm glad that baby is just right beside me, =)
We checked into our hotel and went back to ur room and we also realised that the hotel room is damn spacious and definitely a comfortable one.

Unpacked our stuffs and arranging them in an more orderly manner.
Went to explore the surroundings after that.
Brought out the map and crossed the dangerous and busy streets.
Finally we reached the shopping mall.
Settled down and had our dinner.
Baby had the famous wan ton mee while I had the yong chow fried rice, out of 5 stars, I guess I'll give 3 stars?
Anyway, we had our shopping after that. A
nd the shopping mall is full with bunch of people.
It was so crowded please?
Baby and me had to look out for our wallets and belonging and yes it was abit tough for us. Anyway, we bought some of the stuffs and went back to the hotel to rest.

Second day of the trip
Had scrumptious buffet breakfast. I just simply love the honey stars, cereals and koko crunch with milk.
Again, we went shopping. Baby bought a nike dunks choosen by me? It looked perfectly nice on baby.

Went to the chinatown.
Baby and me wanted to try the stemboat there, so we tried it.
It was so mouthwatering.
Soon, it began to rain, baby and me just insisted on staying there and so.. we got drenched by the rain.
So hilarious, we were semi drenched.
However, it was so fun.
Imagine eating steamboat with your love one while it is pouring?
So romantic, =))

Baby witnessed a theft.
There was 3 person who did it.
They actually lined a roll and passed the stolen wallets one by one.
It was so terrifying.
Luckily, baby and me avoided the bunch of people.
Bought lots of stuffs again.

Third day of the trip
Baby and me realised that it was gonna be the last day of the trip for us, so we eventually bought the things we wanted.
Again, baby bought a nike dunks.
It looked perfectly nice on baby, =)
Baby bought me the tiffany and co necklaces and guess watch as the one year anniversary gift for me, I love it many many.

Thanks baby.

Bought the final fantasy figuring for my dearest baby and I hope my precious baby loves it.
There was this shopping centre that contains rollar coaster inside te shopping mall itself, I was thinking that it somehow resembles the final destination rollar coaster.
It was so horrifying, baby and me dare not try it.

Last day of the trip
Did french gel extension manicure.
I just love it please.

Though it was abit expensive but I have never done the french extension before, haha.So happy. =))

Saw this cute twins.
And baby took a photograph of them.
I just love their clear blue eyes please.

Bought the remote control car for my baby.
Baby looked so elated.
Haha.

We then headed back to the hotel and waited for the arrival of our bus.
AND IT WAS SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT!
GUESS WHAT?

The bus we travelled to KL and back to singapore is totally different.
It was so lousy with no video, no songs to listen!
Rahh.Baby and me knew we can do nothing much, so we had no choice but to take the bus.
They cheated our feelings!

But at least we are back home safety. =))
Baby, thanks for making the whole trip so wonderful.
I know we are going for more and more countries the next time.
I do hope that you do enjoy yourself in this 4 days 3 nights trip.
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST DARYL!
Love you always for forever.

Always remember this:
My love for you is a journey, starting at forever, and end at never. =)))

2006-11-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

Baby ordered the pizza hut delievery.
The satay pizza was absolutely savoury.
It was so heavenly please?

Slept for 2 hours just now.
And I was kind of losing appetite, but now I'm quite alright.
Was feeling kind of feverish just now.
Anyway, the feverish feelling went off after I woke up.
I guess it is because I do not have sufficent sleep and I almost doze off during work.

I was late today, as usually.
Boss came earlier than me, luckily he did not utter a single word.

Tomorrow will be the last day of the week for me.
I will be going KL on friday, yipee.
Shopping, shopping.

Well, sometimes I just wonder pleasant things come easily, while those unpleasant things just stays there.
Path might be a long way to go, but life is certainly short.
I mean who doesn't want to live longer right?

And when the life ended, there will be people crying for that person without doubt,
I guess most importantly is how people remember you when you are alive.

So shall be a good and worthy person in future.
I guess by putting all the hatred down will make life easier.
And life is only once, so I shall cherish myself and love myself and everyone around me. =))

2006-10-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Rushed down to the dental which baby's mother recommended me cos my cavities are getting worse.
It was no pain at all!
And can you imagined that I was trembling before it as I thought that it might hurt.
Miracle?
I have idea what the dentist did, but all I can say is that he had done a good job, =))

I have total 10 cavities, 2 filled up already and I'm left with 8 cavities to fill up.
Total will be $500 plus, sighs. (imagine how many pieces of clothes you can buy?)

But anyway, I'm satisfied with it.
So it quite worth it.

I'll be undergoingthe filling up of the rest of the cavities soon.

Thanks baby for accompanying for the dental treatment and giving courage to do so.

2 more days to our trip!!!
Awaiting for the arrival of it and our 1st year anniversary.

2006-10-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

Alright, shall update about what happened yesterday.
Went lunch with my lady boss and I can tell you that she is damn rich.
Somehow interviewed her about her life and what she thinks about this career.

And so, she treated me for my lunch and droe me back to office. =)
She actually asked when am I going to take my insurance exams.
And please it is three exams and not just one.
Sighs.
I feel that I do not have the time to do so.
And I have not yet taken my diploma.
But I can take my time to study for the insurance exams as I have 3 years to go, before becoming an insurance agents.

Went to update our passports photographs today.
It was such a long long queue.
We waited for almost three hours?

I even fall a slept!
While poor baby gonna look out the queue number for me.
Anyway, everything is already done, so no worries. =)

Tomorrow is sunday.
And I gonna visit grandma =)
I miss her awfully much.

Heh.
Bought 3 pairs of ears studs today and baby bought that princess hours vcd.
I gonna watch the hilarious princess hours right now. =))

Counting down the days to our first anniversary.
I know and bet that it will be the best anniversary we ever had.

2006-10-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

Lunched with diana today.
It was so long since I last met her.
And of course, we blabbed as usual.

Finally, tomorrow is friday and I'm able to go SHOPPING after work, heh. =)
Thanks baby for the pretty halter neck top. =))

I was wondering where should we go tomorrow?
Steamboat? (Nah, I don't wanna get myself stink there but foods there are mouth-watering).

Went to look for our ipod nano a few days ago and we finally bought ourself one.
Bought the new version of Ipod nano and it is sliver colour, not bad because it is unique.
Just do not wanna get the old version one (black and white) cos it seems abit outdated.
Haha.
It is just a random comment. =)

One more week to our KL trip and Zann's birthday?
But too bad that we cannot turn up for Zann's birthday.
But definitely, I will never forget her presents.
So I'll try to get the nicest birthday present for you alright? ;)
And I'll meet you when I'm back to singapore.

It's been raining cats and dogs all day long.
I hope that baby will be alright. (baby is currently down with a flu, poor baby)
Drink that bitter flu medicine alright?
Though I know that the medicine doesn't taste and look nice, but you must finish it up before we can go anywhere okay? =)
Get well soon and take care baby.

I have an urge to buy many many pairs of pretty earrings
Shall do it tomorrow ;)

Alright, shall take up some of my time for my cleo magazine. =)

get well soon baby ;)

2006-10-22T02:27:00.000+08:00

Went to town with baby today.
Bought a top from topshop. =)
Went to look for Ipod Nano but they do not have the stock for white colour and we are intending to buy one.
I'll be visiting grandma tomorrow and I'm wondering how is she.
I miss her so much.
Last week, I went to visit grandma and she actually passed me the videos taken on uncle's wedding and auntie wedding.
My uncle's wedding was taken 10 years ago, and yes I looked so damn funny in the videos.
But somehow, I missed grandpa.
Sighs.

Picture taken with you, =)

I love every pictures taken with you.

I love my precious baby.

2 more weeks to our KL trip and one year anniversary. =))

2006-10-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

I was so silly to believe you in the beginning.
I know there is no turning back right now.

2006-10-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

I love chocolates. =)
But the chocolates are hurting my teeth; cavities.
And yes, I'm eating Ferreo Rocher and Kinder Bueno now, slurps.

The week is ending soon.
Finally tomorrow is friday.
Yup, shopping.
Gleam. =))
But I have to make a visit to the dentist again and I'm so relunctant to do so.

Hmmm, I felt so irritated by this someone.
Oh well, she just simply ruined my day.

At first, she added me in the friendster and for polite reason I actually asked " Do I know you"?
And GUESS WHAT?

She replied that "I do not know you but I know your stead, and adding me won't be a harm bah".

OH MY, look at the childish way of her replying.
Obviously, she is finding some kind of trouble right?
Or should I say that she is being too free after her exams?

Anyway, I'll be going at 4pm tomorrow, which is a good thing. =)

Baby, just leave those babyish pepole aside and they just have a immature ways of doing things.
Let's us cherish the time together, rather than wasting our precious time on her.
The world of you and me. =))

2006-10-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

Work was alright just that i'm feeling quite lonely about it.
Well, it is just so different compared to the secondary school days.
Imagine you will never get tired because of your peeps jokes?
Sometimes, I just feel out of the way.

Hmmm, I'm still missing grandpa.
Sighs.
I guess life is so short and we must always cherish it.
No matter what life still have to go on.
Yes, I have said this several times, nothing seems to get into my head.
And yes, it's a painful memories to me.

Went to make reservation for our Kuala Lumpur trip earlier on.
The person was very ill-mannered.
Anyway, we have booked the reservation and we will be going on the 3rd Nov to 6th Nov.
So it will be 4 days 3 night.

I'll definitely miss my friends. =(

Waiting to celebrate our first year anniversary together at KL.
Thanks baby for all.
I love you.

2006-10-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Went to the dentist just now.
Mr. Dentist took off my braces and I'm not satisfied with it!
Cos I have got lots of cavities!
Ouch.

He told me that my cavities are quite serious and need to do root canal and crowning.
So I asked him what is root canal.
He told me that it is to remove the nerve for the gum.
Faint!

I don't wanna do any root canal nor crowning.
Somemore it can costs up tp $1000+.
I have enough of it.

I guess just filling up will do.
Sighs.
Imagine the dentist has to drill a hole in your gum and remove one of the nerve from your tooth?
Anyway, I have tried my best to cut down in sugary intake and taking good care of my teeth.
I have to wait for a week for my retainers and I'm going for filling next week.
Ouch.

Please let me know if you guys have any cures for cavities alright?

2006-10-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm back!

I have learnt much things today, which is a great thing.
Thanks god for giving me such a nice lady boss.
Oh my, she is really like a teacher.
I was hunching my back and there she goes: " it's not good to hunch your back and you are like only 18 years old".
Yah, she sounded abit naggy but she is a caring and nice lady boss, I swear!

While my boss asked wheather do I like to study and asked me to take for m5 and m9 examinations (Insurance examinations).
Heh.
Perhaps after I'm 21 years old, I can become an insurance agent?
Yah, I shall dream on.

I kind of interested to become an insurance agents, but I guess it isn't easy at all.
Imagine you have got a target to hit, and if you fail to do so, you will get terminated?
You have to face those nasty and fussy clients?
Oh my, It's so difficult.

Well, I got to communicate with baby's mother.
I was trembling all the way.
She has the fierce look on her face which I dare not to get close to her.
She told me about her past and how she actually felt.
Naughty baby quarreled with baby's mother.

Sighs.
Stress!
Cos I'm the middle person, hah.
I'm trying to tie two strings together.
I felt kind of awkward when taking to baby's mother.
Luckily, I didn't say anything wrong.
Managed to sort out the things with her.
Baby, I have helped you a lot in this matter, so it's up to you already.
Pls reward me, =)

Reward List:
Chocolates, Gummy Sweets, Candy Floss, Popcorn,Lollipops and many many many kisses!
Heh.

Alright, I shall turn in.

Love you more than anyone do.
I'll be a guiding star showing you the love of ours.

2006-10-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Went to pay the last respect for grandpa just now.
I was so crying throughout the whole praying sessions.
Sighs.

Somehow, I feel that life is like so short.
I just don't know why.

I miss grandpa, and I really do.

I recalled many flashback between grandpa and me.

He used to fetch me from school when I'm still young.
He used to buy my favourite foods for me.
He used to hug me tightly beside him.
He used to put my small little hand with his hand.
He used to hold my hand tightly.
He used to call me "wan ling, you must work hard and save up your money for your future usage".
He used to protect me from my grandmother's canning.
He used to take care of me.
He used to play along with me.
He used to bring me out.
He used to.. he used to.. he used to.. he used to.. he used to..

No no, he no longer used to be by my side anymore.

I do not have grandfather anymore.
But, he will always be in my heart like a angel.
Rest in peace my dearest and beloved grandpa.
I love you always.

2006-10-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

Grandpa is currently in the heaven.
God bless grandpa.

Granpa left us 05/09/2006 (today), 3pm.
I promise myself that I won't shed tears, but in the end I cried.
I saw him struggling, we did called him and shake him up, but he didn't respond us, all he do is breathing it real hard.
His feets and hands were so icy.
I was feeling so helplessly but to call the ambulance.
They came and put granpa into the ambulance and send him to the nearest hospital.
Mummy went with the ambulance alone, and we quickly sat into auntie's car.
When we reached there, the doctor told us that grandpa's heartbeat had stopped and that we had to be self-prepared.
I broke into despair and cried again.
Granpa was announced dead at 3pm.

Yah, I do nothing but kept crying.
I was such a useless bum.

The funeral was set up and I'll be attending the funeral till the day of the wake.

Still, I love my grandpa forever.
I know god will bless you.
Thanks for your upbringing.

I miss you
I miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found It won't be the same
I didn't get around to kiss youGoodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again, I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking whyI can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same noo..
The say you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oooh...
I miss you

2006-10-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

Work was not that tough just that I felt abit boring without the diana's accompany.
The boss and lady boss will be coming in tomorrow.
Though I have met the boss, but I have not yet seen the lady boss.
Sorted out most of the documents today and managed to flee at 5+pm.
Well, that was early for me as previously I had been dismissed at 6pm only.

Had lunch with mummy and went back to work again.
Anyway, baby and me decided to go to Kuala Lumpur on our 1st anniversary.
But I have not taken the leave yet, I was wondering will the boss approves my leave.
Hopefully, he will approves it and I will be able to go for my holidays. =))

Once again, I wanna wish my precious baby happy 11 monthsary!
I will love you always.

2006-10-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Happy 11 Monthsary to precious baby!!!
I have been waiting for the arrival of this day.
Though we do not have the time to celebrate (due to my work), but I really enjoyed yesterday's outing.

Well, it was really an amusing one (excluding the unplesant things).
We really had a hard time to finish up the jumbo size of the Ole fish and chips from billy bombers.
Thanks baby for the cute lingerie and the stylish top. =))

Anyway, the strolling at esplanade was a romantic one.
Don't ask me why, I just felt as if it's the world containing just the both of us.
Or should I say the picture of you and me?

Bought baby a swanky top from topman.
It just looked perfectly on baby. =)))

Stay strong together alright?
I will still love you as much as before.
No matter what you will always gonna be the one I love.
Darling baby, happy 11 monthsary.
I will love you till the end.
Awaiting for our 1st anniversary.

2006-10-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

It was suppose to be a happy outing for us, but I just never knew that it turned out to be so awful.

We dined at Billy bombers for our dinner.
Had humongous Ole fish and chips, baby ordered the same set as me too.

The root beer float with vanilla ice cream is the best of all, I just simply like the taste of it.
It filled our tummies and we headed to esplanade after that.
Strolled along the riverside with gentle breeze sweeped our faces.
I felt so blessed at that time as you embraced me so tightly and as if you will never gonna abandon me.
Well, nobody knows what will happen to us the next day.

We took lots of pictures as though we will not be seeing each others anymore.
Chatted about the past, holding you tightly and close to me, I just felt that I was in the dream.

However, this is the moment that my sweet dreams shattered.
Am I lying to myself?
Hiding the truth behind me?

It isn't fair for me, you and us.
Do you think that love is always smooth without obstacle and barrier?
Now that there is blockage in our love, I just have no ideas how am I going to lead myself to the end.
My mind is in a confusion right now, I am unable to face the truth.
Wanting to hold and embrace you tightly like what we had just now till the end, but the blockage just doesn't seem to disappear.

Remember my heart will always be with you..

2006-09-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

Luckily, I'm able to spend this four days with my precious baby.
And I'm gonna start work on wed.

We have been quarreling and bickering recently.
I'm afraid that the bickering might drift us apart, or rather we might be tired of it.
Will we?

I don't wanna ask for more, just a simple and happy life with you will do. =)

No matter what I will try my best effort to just make you smile.
We have come so far and I bet I will never give up, what about you?
It's going to be our 11 monthsary soon and I'm awaiting for the forever. =)

Promise me you will always be the same old you and that you will never abandon me alone.
I need your love to lighten up my dull life, baby, just for our love and pls be strong.
I know we will definately make it till the end.
Though the end seems to be so far far away from us, I have never have the intention of forsaking you, me and our love.
Give me your hand and I'll bring to our forever. Let me love you till the end.
I love you.

2006-09-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today was my last day!

I'm gonna miss that diana and her complaining about many many stuffs, the hand-dryer where I used to warm my hands whenever I'm feeling cold, the tuckshop lady who I used to order nasi lemak for breakfast, the chair which I used to swivel when I have nothing no do, the cold jokes from them and many many..

Sighs.

Diana said that we will still be meeting out as often, probably after work or on weekends.

I just found myself a new career.
Helping out in the insurance company as usual, but the location is much more convenient for me.
I will be starting work only on wed.
That's great as I'm able to rest for at least 4 days! =)

I wonder how is the new environment gonna be like?
How's the work gonna be like?
The salary is much more than my previous one.

I just gonna strive harder.
I believe that if we give ourselves no option but to succeed, we will succeed.

2006-09-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

Skipped work on fri.
I was too exhausted to go to work.
Anyway, baby and me slept till 9am then we headed for our breakfast.
We had hotcakes for our breakfast.
It was really a appetizing one.
Went to search for the sims2 expansion pack after that.
Baby bought the sims 2 open for business.
Hurray!

Headed home after that.
Played the sims 2 open for business.
We really had a hard time playing it as it was rather a complicated one.

Went to meet zann and ben in the evening.
Anyway, we headed to the pasa malam but did not try out the smelly tofu.
Maybe is because that we could not tolerate the smell.
Went to void deck to slack around.
It was damn hilarious.

It was memorable one too.

Met up ben and hui zhen yesterday.
We had lots of fun.
Kboxing session, catching, hide and seek and of course flying the kites.
Baby and me rented a twin bicycle while hui zhen and ben rented rollar blades.
At first, baby and me could not balance ourselves as the bicycle was quite bulky.
But later on we managed to balance on it!
It was so fun.

The day just ended by itself.
Everything just seems to be so beautiful and I felt as if I was dreaming.
Thanks for the great day people. =))

2006-09-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

Baby and I played the sims2 pc games yesterday.
And we created our own family.
It was damn hilarious please?
We agrued over the furniture to buy and the expenses of their living.
But in the end, we choosed a simple 2 storey house and moved in.
And of course we bought the simple and afforable furniture.
Overall it was a fun game. =))
Two tumbs up please?

Went to the dentist for my regular check-up just now.
I was late for the appointment!
And so baby and me cabbed down to the place.
Mr dentist said that I'll be removing my braces next month which is a good thing =))
But still I'll have to wear the retainers for a year.

Anyway, baby and me had our quick lunch after that.
We roamed around the whole parkway shopping mall before heading to bugis.

My baby bought me a pair of pretty earrings.
There wasn't much things there either.
So we headed back to tampines.

Went to the pasa malam.
The foods were tempting and we could not resist the temptation of the foods.
Soon, we headed home.
Hee.
I do enjoyed myself today. =))

2006-09-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

She was once my soulmate, playmate and bosom friend.
But now I guess we are drifting apart and it's far apart.
Ya I do agree that we lead our own way but so what?

There was once she even told me to be up front to her and we of course we had heart to heart talk, but what's the matter with us now?

Now the truth had surfaced and nothing it's gonna be the same for us.

She is no longer my bosom friend, but perhaps a causal friend to me..

You taken away my trust and the faith in you,
you told me that we will be friends till the end.
Right now, I feel as if being used up by you or perhaps you did not realise it.
Dear friend, nothing is gonna same for us.

What has happened to us?
I just can't figure out why is this going on?

2006-09-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

I had a bad day!

The printer was unable to process as there was paper jammed in it.
However diana managed to get the jammed paper out of the printer and I guess she is the printer expert!
Haha.
It was so hilarious.

There are still stuffs that are not done and the auditor is coming on monday to check the documents.

And I just simply hate the MAN who talked like what...you...doing...ar?
I mean he is always loss of speech.
I distest the way he speaks and his actions, he is like a nut to me!
But still, I have to do at his idoitic face every mon to fri.
He has got a bad habbit of talking to himself? ( Moronic shit speaks like this, just like him!)

However, it was after work that I'm able to relieve my stress.
Met up baby after work and had our delightful dinner.
Thanks baby for coming all the way down to have dinner with me.
But it worths, isn't it? =))

No matter how far it is or how tough it is,
I will walk till the end with you.

2006-09-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

I suffered from monday blues today; just like Zann.
Haha.
Anyway, the morning was long but the day after lunchtime was quite alright.
Not much things to do either, just some callings of the policies holder, filing and data entries.
Managed to flee at 6 sharp and escaped from the office.
The noodles filled our tummies and I just enjoyed watching the korean drama series with my precious baby.

I have been missing my baby the whole day.
Poor baby, do take the medicine regularly alright?
Recover soon please? =)

Take my heart together with yours.

2006-09-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

Brought my poor baby to the doctor today.
I hope that baby's allergy will recover soon.
Do take your medicine regularly alright?

We then cabbed down to my grandparents place.
And happened that my cousins were there too.
So I played and took pictures with them.
And they are extremely adorable. =))
Stayed there for a while and went shopping at tm with my darling baby.
Bought baby's favourite food; fries for her.

My baby is so into takoyaki, funny her. =)
We will try to make our own takoyaki when we have the machine alright?
Then I'll make many many takoyaki for you.

Tomorrow gonna start work soon.
Sighs.
And it gonna be a long long day...

I just wanna live in our own world.
I love you baby.

2006-09-10T13:41:00.000+08:00

Met up with the JAs yesterday.
Too bad zann was not there.

But anyway, we went to bugis for some shopping.
There wasn't much things there so we slacked at macs and took many pictures.

I do hope yee ling and hui zhen enjoy their birthday celebration.

Happy 18th birthday to yee ling and Happy 18th belated birthday to hui zhen!

2006-09-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

Sat

It was a fun and hilarious day.
Managed to go kbox with baby, Hz, ben and sher hua.
And of course we did enjoy ourselves.
But the foods there doesn't seem to be appealing.

After that, we roamed our way around and decided to head to east coast.
The breeze just swiped our faces and lighten our moods.
There wasn't much things there so we bus-ed to bedok.
We went apart after that as hz needed to gofor her dinner.

The day just ended like this and I'm missing it alr. =)
Thanks guys for making my day a wonderful one.

Today

Headed to town with baby.
Baby bought herself a stripy tees and bought me a bohemian top. =)
Searched for yee ling and hz presents.
We had delightful finger foods; takoyaki and corochan.

We are approaching to our 10 months soon! (tomorrow)
Sorry for nelgecting you becos of my work.
Thanks baby for your understanding. =)
You are my forever baby, this I promise you alright?

Daryl, I love you and happy 10 monthsary.
Let us spend our eternity together. =)

2006-09-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Mummy called me and told me a shocking news.
Something unpleasant happened on my brother's friend.
It was such a waste as he was still young and he was a cheerful person when he was alive.
I never knew it would happened on him.

Sometimes, humans should learn how to cherish their life and loves one.
We should let the people around us to cry for us, rather than crying for them.
And it's painful to do so.
Imagine you can only see their sad faces and their teary eyes, you can't even give them a hug.

How's the feeling when a person is dead?
Sometimes I just wonder...

2006-08-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
Work was alright.
Blabbed with diana and discovered that her birthday was 3 days before mine!
Haha, it was so coincidence.
There is meeting on tuesday and I am wondering how it is gonna be like.

Met baby after my work and went shopping at town.
Dined our savory dinner at tea shake hut.
Roamed our way around and bought myself 2 tops. =)

Headed back home after that.

Today

Bickered with baby this afternoon.
We were both warped by the squabbled.
It marked our different views.
I guess and hope that the tiff will never happen on us again.
Perhaps it was just a misunderstanding?

Anyway, headed to town again.
Did I mentioned that I bumped into Zann?
I was elated to see her. =)

Bought myself 2 bottoms! =)
I'm so broke already and I guess I shall control myself.

Dined our dinner at sakae and it wasn't that nice.
We headed our way home after that.

I gonna visit grandma tomorrow.
I'm missing her so so much.

Sometimes, I just wish to close my eyes and pretend that nothing happened.
Still, I love you so much.
Perhaps more than you do.

2006-08-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

Work was alright. =)
But still, Diana says that I have a stress face on me everyday.
I didn't even get the chance to eat my breakfast. =(

I want shopping badly!
I'm always waiting for fri after work and my rest days so that I'm able to destress myself.

Something hilarious happened today.

1) I called the customer to inform them about their investment. And she was like issit gaining or lossing and she wanna withdraw the amount out. I was so blur larh. The way she talk is so funny and I totally stand it.

2) The another department called and asked for the code number.
I gave her the wrong one.
Diana was like whispering to me her code number.
Again, I was blur.
Thinking twice, I felt that it wasn't the code so end up lauging in the phone call.
LOL.

Overall, I'm still happy today. =)
I love my baby and not forgetting my friends.

I'll never stop loving you.

2006-08-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling melancholy right now.
It's all becos of work!
I guess I could only rant here ; my only world.
There is one whole stack of documents need to be done, I have not yet done it!

No one I can turn help too.
It's unlike from the secondary school days, whereby your teachers are willing to help you in your work and your kind friend will never reject the help you needed.

The words are too discouraging.
I'm feeling more and more aghast of it.
I can stood there for an hour without any one coming to me and asking me if I need any help.
In reality, no one is able to help us, but ourselves.

But that doesn't mean that I'm going to give up.
I gonna take up the challenges and work even harder.
The more you want me to surrender, the more I'll try my best to achieve better.
We shall see.

2006-08-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Work was alright!
I have learnt lots of things.
But I guess I was too tensed up.
More work to be done!
I guess I just have to continue on next monday.
Of course I did made some friends.
They were really really hilarious and helpful. =))
I hope this will be a long term and not a short term one.
Being a personal assisant isn't easy, I have to co-ordinate with my boss too.
Whatever things I needed to do, I have to ask for his consents.
And not revealing any information out to the others.
As I'm working in the insurance firm, I really have to keep a secret in whatever I have done.
Somemore If I'm unsure, I can only turn to my boss and he is always out for appointment.
This really drives me crazy.
But, it is not as stressful compared to others job. (I guess).

Time really files.
I have learnt to spend my time wisely already!
All thanks to my friends and baby!
Thanks for the movation and encouragement.
Whenever I wanted to give up, you guys will be there for me.
Cheers! =))

Anyway, met baby after my work and we went to bubu's house.
And I really had lots of fun!
It was damn hilarious.
The song we sang with zann's strumming on her guitar, the fun shot taken at bubu's house, the messy song played by us from the piano and the ghost stories were so memorable.
It reminds me of the times when we were in our secondary days.

Finally, tomorrow and sunday is my rest day!
Gonna spend time wisely before starting a brand new week. =))

I hope baby enjoyed too.
Let's spend this 2 days wisely alright?
I love my baby always.
I love my friends too!

without noticing, time actually slipped away as fast as we could even catch up,
i really hope that we can spend more time just like what we did last time.
eventually our laughter will ease off my stress.
thanks friends.
i love you guys.

2006-08-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

I have finally got myself a job.
Actually I didn't expect that I will get this job cos I lacked of some confidence.
But anyways, a big thanks to my friend.
Thanks for the encourgement!

I'm afraid that the envoirment will be alittle stressful as I needed to clinch some kind of deals?
Anyway, I really thanks god for the miracle.
I gonna turn in right now or else I won't be able to wake up tomorrow.

Do remember our promise. =)
I love you baby.

2006-08-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

I have to break loose all the pressure in me from now on.
Just got to lead a nonchalant life; happy-go-lucky.
I'm not gonna fuss about anything and gonna luxuriate in the carefree life rather than worrying about some issues.
If not when I start my work, I may not have time to enjoy all I want.

For this one month I really savour everything.
The shopping sprees, the afternoon nap, the luscious dinner and the carefree life.

After this month I really really got to buck up no matter what.
Which means there will be lesser shopping sprees and afternoon nap. =(

But anyway, I'm happy as long as I'm able to see you sleeping beside me every night.

So I have already planned the things I want.
So no worries, I'll just follow everything and everything will be alright. =)))

Thanks for providing me with courages I needed and constructing a right pathway for me.
Without you, I will never know how to lead my way.
I love you forever.

2006-08-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

Baby and me are so into pc games nowadays.
My god, i'm so obsessed by the games.

I have got 2nd interview on thurs.
Wish me goood luck please.
If the interview is sucessful, I'll be selected.
So hopefully I'll be able to join the company. =)

Nothing much today.
Met up daddy.
Haven't seen him for days.
There still some goings-on needs to be settle.
Daddy has been trying real hard to settle it and meanwhile focusing on his work.
It's such an aggravation for him.
Hope that he will be alright.

As for my friends, I'm happy for them.
They are happy for their lives, so no worries.

Tomorrow have to go dental for my monthly check-up.
Hopefully I can get my braces remove real soon. =)))

Thanks for the splendid days.
I groove on every part of it.
And I know that my love is enchancing for each day.
It will never die out nor downturn,
It will only keep enlarging and summing.
I love you.

2006-08-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

Currently, I'm sick and tired of my life.
And I mean sick and tired of looking for jobs everyday.
Sick of the interviews and the cold atmosphere of the interview rooms.
Repeated questions and introducing of oneself makes me feel so little.
I always asked myself when am I able to sit on the executive seats?
Went throught thousands of interview (I guess) and sent thousands of resumes, but what is the use?

Will I work really hard if I really get a job for myself?
Will I attend the business admin course and promising myself that I will never skip one single lesson.
I doubt so.

I'm not someone born in sliver spoon nor someone able to dependent on their parents.
Who am I?
Someone who needs to motivate myself to work and just to earn a living in order to feed myself.
And yes I'm always being stressed about this.

Sometimes, I tried to work hard but yet no ones give me the chance to do so.
I do believe in hopes and miracles, but I guess these will never happen to me.

2006-08-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

Went out with baby today.
Cabbed to funan to accompany baby's auntie as she was intending to buy a lappy for herself.
So we rushed our way there with empty stomach.

After that, baby and I bus-ed to town to collect some sof my stuffs.
After collecting it, baby and me had to rush to collect our digi cam as we came across some problems with it.
The person exchanged a new one for us. =)

Roamed our way around and we dined at the cafe.
We had lucious dinner and it filled our tummy. =)

Train-ed back home after that.
Sorry baby about that quarrel, I was just mood-swinging.
So just ignore it alright?

I love my baby forever.

thanks for making my life a beautiful one and filling it up with colours.
i love you, baby.

2006-08-09T11:13:00.000+08:00

Days were alright.
Many pleasant things happened.

1) I realised that my friendships between ben and hui zhen are improving.
Thanks guys for always being there with me.
Therefore, I'll cherish the friendship between us.

2) Chatted with baby's mother yesterday.
Although I was terrified, but it turned out to be a nice one. =)

3) Grandmother taught me how to cook and the bonds brought us closer.

I have no more to ask for, but just to see my love one being happy always.

I hope to see my friends better, excel in theirs studies, advance in their careers
and of course to have a healthy diet.

I hope to see my grandma and grandpa better, live happily each day and really take good care of themselves.

And last but not least, I hope that baby will find a job soon. Don't disappoint me and your mother alright?

I love you guys many many.

Much love,

Jan.

2006-08-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 9 monthsary!

I wanna wish my beloved baby a very happy 9 monthsary!
Time files and it's been 9 months already. =)
I just wanna spend all the anniversary with you.
During this 9 months, I have learnt to give in, control my temper and to show care and concern to you.
I have been smiling without reasons ever since I'm yours.
You make my life complete once again.

The most memorable monthsary was the first monthsary.
It was spend at the clinic.
You took all the way just to bring me to the clinic and that was the best ever present.
It was love. =)

I love all the silly pictures, acting cute prints, chicago cheese cake and the acting quarrels we had.

Thanks for giving me the best ever birthday and 3rd monthsary this year.
I enjoyed every part of it.
The stayed over at the chalet, BBQ-ed foods, xbox games, bowling, sundaes, fries,
thrilling rides from escape and the wonderful birthday cake and the beautiful bouquet of roses.
It really melted my heart and it was really a memorable birthday and monthsary.

Baby, I love you and I really really do.

Happy 9 monthsary!

2006-08-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

Had a great day at grandma's place.
Spent the whole afternoon at grandma's house.
Chit-chatted with her, learn new dishes from her and accompanied her to watch television.
Haha.
I learnt some nice dishes.
Oh well, I gonna try it one day.

I love the lucious dinner cooked by grandma, though it's simple but I still miss my grandma's cooking very much!

Took a picture of grandma and me.

I love my grandma forever.

2006-07-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

It was a wonderful day with the JAs.
I had so much fun and jokes with them!
And jokes were so so hilarious.

Oh my, I'm missing them already.
I love the gathering so so much.
When are we going to meet up again?

It was such a meaningful day.
I love that monk story.
It is so meaningful.
I will have my very own mindset.
But, do you think everyone thinks the same too?

I really apperciate the story.
Maybe not all of the people can think like the great monk.

This story has taught me a valuable lesson, let bygones be bygones.

2006-07-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

Picked bubu from the airport yesterday.
Waited for an hour to her arrival.
Of course we were elated to see her back in one piece. =)
But we did not stayed there for long as bubu needed to rush home.
It's alright cos we are meeting tomorrow. =)))

Went to trim my hair with baby today.
I was satisfied with my current hairstyle.
Bought plenty of junk foods home.
Had our dinner and bus-ed home after that.

Waiting to see the JAs tomorrow. =)

2006-07-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Went to visit my beloved grandparents this afternoon.
I was elated to see them. =)
Grandma digged out those old photos which consisted grandpa, her and me.
It was so memorable.
Grandpa is so skinny now, he doesn't feel like eating at all.
Compared to last time, he really lost alot of weight.
I was pretty worried about him.

Those old photos were so sweet.
Grandpa holding me in this lap with his sweet smile.
How I wish I'm able to turn back the time.
Now, I don't want anything.
I just want grandpa to recover his health and be the same old him.

Grandma is worrying about grandpa condition.

I miss the old times where you used to bring me to the fast food whenever I wanted to.
I miss it when we had our shopping spree with grandmother.
I miss the old coffeeshop where we used to go.
I miss the way you lead me from simei to bedok and crossing every of the streets and holding my small tiny hand to yours.
I miss the long talk with you.
I miss the way you used to protect me.

Grandpa often used to protect me from those bullier.
But now, grandpa has no strength to do the things we used to do.
He is extremely weak.

I'll still remember how you hold my tiny little small hand.

Grandpa, I love you always.

2006-07-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

It's been a week and I guess I'm pretty fine.
I do nothing more than slacking , eating, sleeping and watching tons of tv shows.
But I do enjoyed the days with my precious baby.

I'm missing my friends and grandparents.
Chatted with grandma through the phone yesterday.
She doesn't seem to be alright, she is worrying about the housechores and my grandpa.
Sighs.
How I wish I can help them out.
The maid doens't seem to be helping out either, well I have no comments about it.

I'm not gonna slack like this forever and I know I gonna buck up for the sake of myself.
I wanna make a complete change in myself.

I miss those happy days with my friends and grandpa.
I miss you guys.

2006-07-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blogged.
Argh.
I'm tired of my everything expect my grandparents, friends and baby.

I will be spending the next 2 months at baby's house!
Finally, we can spend enough time together. =)
Sorry for neglecting for the past one week due to my work.
I have been waking up as early as 7 plus and sleeping at 1 am?
I'm depriving for sufficent sleep so much.
I want deep restful sleep! (finally)
I missed the long phone calls we had.

Hui zhen: Please don't be stress up on your projects.
Do take care of your health. Do give me a call if there's thing bothering you.
Meet up soon!

Zann: Good luck in your new job! I miss chatting with you. Take care.

I believe I will not fall again.
From now on I'll be learning how to stand up on my own.
I will never give up on myself anymore.

Anyway, i enjoyed the pasa malam shopping spree.
Thanks baby for that portable electric mini fan.

Baby bought a tamagochi too.

Alright, i shall turn in to my deep restful sleep!
I love you forever.

Thanks for being there for me when i needed you most,
You ease off all my trooubles and unhappiness.
I'm willing to give all my love, trust and my all just to you.
I love you my apple of one's eye.

2006-07-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

I had spent my week wonderfully.
I love indulging the heavenly ice cream with you.
How I wish I can still continue this wonderful week with you.

I gonna start work tomorrow.
I wonder how it would be like.

Baby, I gonna miss you like crazy.
Do take care of yourself alright.

No matter how it gonna be,
I will still be there for you.

2006-07-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

I'm damn pissed off right now.
Though I did not utter a word but this doesn't mean that I can tolerate whatever shit you have done.
She is being too much!

I feel so ashamed having you as my mother.
You make my life so melancholy and what you want now?
I feel the urge of getting out of this fucking house as soon as possible.

I realised that there should be a screaming halt.
Break off all the shit that you are trying to do.
Let me extricate oneself from the reality.

I just wanna get out of this dead fucking house.

2006-07-15T02:58:00.000+08:00

Baby, you simply rocks in my life!

I believe that our story has no ending.
Never doubt my love for you.
I'll never stop loving you even the skies fall.
I wanna stay by your side forever.
You are my prince charming forever.
I love you forever.

2006-07-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

Wed
I received a call and was told that I was shortlisted.
And of course I was elated. =)
Had long john for our late lunch.
It was delightful.
Bought some apparels for my new job.
Had rejuvenating manicure and pedicure done at lady's fingers.
But, it was bad.
The manicurist cutted my skin.
And it was agonizing.
Silly baby of mine insisted to treat me for that manicure and pedicure.
Feeling guilty, I decided to buy some snacks for my silly baby.
Bought ruffles, strudel like biscuits, honey star, prawn crackers and soya bean milk.
The prawn crackers and soya bean milk were for baby's mother.
Cabbed to baby's home after that.
Baby's mother prepared luscious dinner for us.
Had a wonderful night with my precious baby. =)

Today
Baby's mother prepared my favourite fried rice.
I just simply love it. =)
Had our afternoon nap after that.
Baby had a strange nightmare.
It was terrifying.
We realised that we have been eating and sleeping for the whole day.
Soon, we are gaining some weight. ( I guess it's good)
Baby, I'll be starting work on monday.
Don't worry alright?
No matter what, I will still spend enough time for you.
My time is reserved for you.
Sorry that I have to postpone our Kl trip.
But, I promise you that we will definately go to KL alright?

Baby, I will never stop loving you.

2006-07-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

Stayed over at baby's place last night.
I just love that full apple and peach strudel.
It was so heavenly =)
Spent the whole day at baby's place.
I'm so fortunate cos baby's mother cooked porridge for us =)
She knew that I doesn't consume pork so she replaced the pork into chicken and potatoes.
Anyway, I felt close to baby's mother.

I'm still considering about our KL trip.
The devil inside me is telling me to go as there is mega sale, while the angel inside me is persuading me not to go as it is dangerous and costly.
What should I do?

I never gonna abandon you alone.
This is gonna be an everlasting love, trust me baby.
I love you forever, daryl.

2006-07-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

Train-ed to town.
Something side splitting happened.
While I was holding the metal railing, I felt something warm around my hand and my hand was in suspension for quite some time.
When I turned and looked, I saw something shiny and it was pretty smooth I guess.
Guess what was it?
A person's blad head!!!
Luckily the person didn't kill me =)

Had a great day together.
Went back to the place where I used to work.
Gwen said that she misses me.
Well well, I do miss her and cheryl too.
Sighs.

Roamed around at town.
Tried on various kinds of finger foods at the food festival.
From portugese egg tarts to strawberry snow ice to crabmeat vege crisps and also not forgetting our favourite indulge: mango strudel.
These were all my cravings.
It was so delightful.

Had my manicure done.
Finally, I had my nails tinted.

This was the colour.
Baby mentioned that it looked like suicidal red.
Oh my god!
Anyway, I just adore it =).

I'm looking forward to travel to KL with you.
Well, baby and me intend to travel to KL, maybe on next week.
Yipee!
Finally, we can spent the 3 days 2 nights romantically together.

Oh my, I'm so in love with you =)
Come on over, baby.
I love you.

2006-07-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

Went to rebond my hair.
Though it was abit weird but my baby loves it, so who cares? =)
I guess I need time to adapt this new hairstyle.
Suddenly I felt that I prefer the previous hairstyle I had =(

Anyway, I had spent my week splendidly.
It is always nice to have you right beside me =)

I was conscience-stricken about the catfight we had today.
I loathed all those bickering.
You told me that no matter what and how I treat you, you will still love me.
Baby, you are so silly.

Sometimes, harsh mistakes may lead you to regret.
Regret?
I have lots of regrets.
I mean who doesn't have any regrets in their life?
Sometimes when you realise your mistakes, it's already too late.
And again this is regrets.
I believe that regrets make humans pick up how to cherish and love things even more.
In additional, time will never halt just for anyone, it will still continue, so why not think about how you can perk up yourself rather than regretting?

But just to let you know that I have no regrets being with you =)
I will change for the better just for YOU!
Baby, you are gonna be my romeo forever.

2006-07-05T03:28:00.000+08:00

These are my things that I found in my cupboard which I have collected from all my shopping sprees after all this years. I was so shocked to find this in my cupboard.

The pairs of earrings I had.

My beads necklaces.

My nail lacquer.

My cosmetics.

I guess I have to stop being such a shopaholics. sighs.

Happy 8 monthsary

2006-07-05T02:52:00.000+08:00

Stayed over at my baby's place last night.
It was so splendid.
Watched the meteor garden together.
It was so prefect cos I'm able to hug my silly baby throughout the show =)
Shared lots of hugs and kisses.
I just love the way you embrace me.
I love your warm huggies and delicated kisses.

Went to town today.
Had carl's jr for our early dinner.
The food was jumbo.
Our mouth-watering foods!

The biggest onion ring i had ever seen.

My baby!

Went to bugis for our shopping spree.
Bought one sweet top.
I know baby loves it. =)

My pinkish top. (By the way, I seldom wear pink)
Trying out something new =)

Baby and me went for our deserts after that.
Had delicious red ean paste while baby had mango with sago.

Train-ed back home after that.
Ahh. I miss my baby so so much!
Thanks for that opi lacquer.
I love it many many.
Happy 8 monthsary!!!
I love you forever.

2006-07-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

I had spent my days wonderfully with my darling baby.
Sorry baby for always being stiff-necked, but I'll change just for you.
Don't worry alright?
Yup, I'm currently changing myself for the sake of you and me =)
I know this is gonna be a long road, so I'll never ever give up.
I gonna hold your hands tightly forever.

After so much boody trap I realised something important.
I guess it is the mistakes we made, how we are going accept the bottom lines and amend ourselves better.
Just like, relationships, work and family bonds?
I'm always doing soul searching about it.
Alright shall drop this topic.

I'm currently listen to hei sei mao yi from jay chou.
Oh my, it just reminds me of you =)
Still remember the first time we heard this song?
It was at k-pool (tampines).
We shared our two very first kisses there.
You gave me two soft and delicated kisses on lips =)

Still remember the first time we met?
We blushed all our way.
I can never forget how you hold my hand =)
You hold it so tightly to you, it was so sweet.

Still remember I was shy to see you and dare not to eat infront of you? (the very first time at long john with my friends)
And this is what you told me: " you better eat now if not I gonna feed you".
When you told me this you were looking away from me and I guess you were looking shy.
Somebody even try to peek at me uh? ( I know you dare not have any eye contact with me) =)

Still remember that playground?
You asked me sleep on your shoulder cos it's foc.
We looked into your hp and looked through all the sms-es that I had sent you.
We blushed again!

Still remember you gave a kiss on my cheeks and forehead when we bidded goodbye to each other?
I was so surprised. =)
You told me that the kisses you gave me on my forehead betoken how much you love me?
And it's unlimited. =))

Still remember all the obstancles and fear we had?
It was tough at first.
But you told me you will never gonna give up and you are gonna protect me with all your might.
Baby, you are oh so wonderful.

Still remember I bought the pink pills for you?
I was pretty worried and rushed to buy the pink pills for you.
But in the end, you can't bear to unseal it.
Silly baby, I love you.

Still remember how sweet our chalet stay over is?
We put in alot of efforts in it and it tuned out to a magnificent one.
You make my birthday a very wonderful one.
And I can tell you that it was my best birthday in my life =)

Still remember we had our very first anniversary?
We spent it at the clinic due to my sore eye.
Though we didn't really celebrate it.
But I can feel you care and concern.
Thanks baby!

Still remember I brought you to my cousins house?
They just simply love playing with you.
My auntie adores you too.
It was so great.

Still remember we spent our very first christmas, new year and birthdays together?
It was so memorable.

Baby, you filled my life with colours.
I'm so grateful and blissed.
You are destined to be mine.
I'll never let you go alright?
I love you, daryl =)
Happy 8 monthsary!!!

I wanna build our very own world =)

2006-07-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

Met up the JAs yesyerday.
I was elated to see them.
Sent bubu off too.
I gonna miss her.
Accompanied my baby and yee ling for their haircuts.
And went for early dinner after that.

Baby and me then cabbed to downtown for shyet teng's birthday chalet.
Well, we stayed there for awhile and then proceed to tampines mall.
Thanks baby for that OPI lacquer (I'am a princess, You're not).
I just simply love it please?
It is the soft shades from the princess charming series.
I just wanna collect all of them. =))
It was rather a busy day for us.
I hope bubu will be doing fine.

Went town for shopping spree.
But it was rather boring there.
We had sakae for our dinner.
It was so delightful.
I just love the way you feed me =)

Thanks baby for this wonderful week, I really really do adore it.
I'm starting work soon.
I gonna miss my baby and friends.

Baby, I just wanna lie close to you.

I love my wasabi baby =))

2006-07-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

Stayed at baby house for the last few days.
At first baby brought me to my house nearby clinic but my sickness didn't recover.
Baby was pretty worried.
And she brought me to another clinic nearby her house.
The doctor said that I'm not having heartburn and I'm having stomach flu instead.
Hahs.
I feel so guilty.
Baby really took very good care of me =)
I'm so blissed.

Thanks baby for feeding the medicine to me,
Thanks baby for taking my temperature regularly,
Thanks baby for applying medical oil for me everytime I'm having stomachache,
Thanks baby for bringing the mentos along with you cos you seriously know that I hate to consume those medicine,
Thanks baby for hugging me tightly when I yelled that I'm having stomachache.

Baby, don't you know that I can't live without you.
Sorry baby that I didn't really take good care of myself.
Don't worry alright?

Thanks for always being there for me =)