Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
Today baby came fetch me.
Went interview with baby.
Baby was late.
Baby cabbed down to my house.
We had mos burger for our lunch.
After that we went to KCC.
After that we went to sumo for our dinner.
And we walked home together.
Sighs.
Im totally so upset.
Mum told me that grandfather is getting thinner and his hair started to drop.
Maybe grandfather cannot even spend until this year end.
Grandpa.. I love you.
God.. Please don't take my dear grandpa away from me.
If you want just take me away.
Grandma loves grandfather very much.
If grandpa is gone.. who is going to take care and talk with grandma?
Just take me away.
I have nothing with me.
Sighs.
It's so unfair.
Now I'm missing my grandpa.
I still remember he used to fetch me form school when I was young.
He used to buy my favourite food.. burger and french fries.
I'm now crying while blogging.
I reali can't take it.
I still can't forget his sweet little smile and everything about him.
I was actually brought up by my grandma and grandpa.
I wasn't close to my parents and siblings.
When I was 6 months old, mum threw me to my grandparents house.
I hated my parents alot as I did not have family love.
My grandma and grandpa took care of me for 12 years.
I have brought lots of trouble to them.
And now I'm not close to my parents and siblings.
I treat grandma and grandpa as my own parents.
Sighs..
Tomorrow grandpa going for the scanning thingy.
Mum and me with grandpa and uncle.
I'm afraid I will cry when I see my grandpa.
I know I definately will.
Even now I still cannot control myself.
I'm worried for grandma.. she has a weak heart.
I'm afraid she can't take it.
Grandpa.. I love you forever.
let your heart out.