Stayed over at baby's house for the past two days.
We did enjoyed ourselves for those two days.
Baby bought the final fantasy seven.
It was indeed a nice and touching show =)
It was so great cos I get to hug my baby while watching the show.
I can't wai for this thursday arrival.
It's our 6 months anniversary.
We will be going to JB on thurs!
Woohoo.
I'm still thinking what to get for my baby =)
I'm missing you guys always ( hui zhen, ben, bubu and zann)
I will never forget you guys no matter what.
And now I guess all of us are heading towards for our own future.
I'm gald that you guys made the right choice.
Now that we are occpuied with our own stuffs, i guess we do not have adequate time to meet up. But that doesn't mean that we are going to forget each other.
No worries alright? =)
I do hope everything will be alright for you guys.
Take care always.
Thanks for being with me when I always needed you guys.
Bear in my mind that I will never walk away when you guys need me.
Your smile, your hugs and your cheerful smile ease off my unhappiness and worries.
I miss the tears, the laughter and the jokes we shared.
It just seems like I met you guys yesterday.
It happened so fast and went on so quickly.
You are always on my mind =)
let your heart out.
Stayed over at my darling baby's house yesterday.
It was nice to hug my baby all day long.
Well.. As usual baby picked me up from work yesterday.
Had fried rice from the hawker.
It Sucks!
I swear I won't try it again.
Bus-ed to baby's house after that.
Helped baby's house to dye her hair.
She was satisfied with her hair colour.
Fall asleep after that.
Woke up quite late today.
It was my day off.
Went out to buy the ingredients needed for our dinner.
Cooked fried rice for my beloved baby and baby's mother.
Baby's mother helped us to prepare the ingredients.
It was so fun.
Anyways, baby's mother teached me to cook in her own way.
I have learnt something new.
All thanks to baby's mother.
Had our fried rice together.
The fried rice cooked by me =))
Had many hugs and kisses from my baby =))
Went home after that.
Baby, don't you know that I'm missing you almost every second? You are constantly on my mind. I know that my love for you will be continually and forevermore. Thanks for being such a trustworthy and depenable girlfriend. I adored every little things you do. I adored the way you sleep, the way you sing, the way you smile and definately the way your lips touches mine. Baby, I'm hungering for your love, I'm yearning for more of your love. I'm grateful that my love knot is attached to yours and I know that our love knot is so true that it is unbreakable. Can I count on you forever? Baby, we are going together for almost 6 months and thanks for making this 6 months a wonderful and miraculous one. We have gone through almost every rough going together and I'm sure that we are destined together forever.
let your heart out.
I have been missing my darling baby so much.
Baby, sorry for threwing tantrums at you.
I just couldn't help it.
Sighs.
Thanks for being my pillar of support.
Without you, I just simply break alone.
I love the way you cuddle me into sleep,
I love the way you hug me tightly till I can't breathe,
I love the way you embrace me into your arms.
Baby, I just simply love every way you do =)
Baby, I simply can't live without your love.
Without your love, I will not be smiling like I always do.
I desperately need you to shower all your love to me and yea it's me, only me.
I'm always being selfish, it's all becos I'm afraid of losing you.
How's my life is going to be like without you?
I guess I will definately feel so desolated and empty.
You mean so much to me.
I'm always looking forward to see you each day.
I hate waiting cos 2 years of waiting is already enough of us.
And I have been wondering how have you been for the past 2 years.
I always wanted to tell you how much I love you, yet I do not have the chance.
I have been wondering is this a dream cos it's so beautiful to have you back.
I will never gonna let you go again.
Baby, I love you always.
let your heart out.
Met out with hui zhen yesterday.
Hahs.
She cameto baby's house right after she dismissed from school.
I miss her so much can.
Smuggled food into KCC.
Heh.
Hui zhen and me were like so crazy can.
Well.. I guess I shall not mention it.
Had a great time with hui zhen and baby.
Thanks hui zhen for making my day a wonderful one =)
Do work hard.
No matter what I will still be here for you.
Do call me when you are free okay??
Zann: How are you now?
Do meet up okay? All the best to you.
I miss your jokes =(
Ben: Don't be stress okay?
I will be your listening ear when you need me okay?
I miss para para. oops!
Bubu: how are you?
Hmmm.. do study hard okay?
Meet up soon okay?
All the best =)
I miss your laughter.
Suddenly I felt that I have been missing all my friends.
Sighs. I miss the jokes, laughter, tears and hugs we used to have.
I simply feel nothing without my friends.
Sorry for nelgecting you guys cos of my work.
I'm always wondering about you guys.
I really hope that I do have the time to meet you guys.
SIGHS!
Anyways, working is so much different from schooling.
I just feel so desolated.
Take care.
Love you guys many many.
let your heart out.
Today was a busy day.
I didn't even have the time to eat my lunch and dinner.
How I wish I can take a rest out of this busy days and use that rest day wisely by spending it with ny darling baby, my JAs and my grandparents.
I need sufficent sleep badly!
SIGHS!
My dark rings and pimples have been popping out.
And I never have regular meals, well.. I skipped most of meals.
Though working is tough, but I will never give up =)
Thanks baby for always being here for me.
Well, I do enjoyed last thurs with my baby.
It was a off day for me.
Spent half of the day at my baby's house.
Went to tim's school to fetch him.
Waited outside hs school for almost an hour.
Bought bubble tea for my silly little brother.
And we headed to tim's house.
Tim was feeling excited as there were visitors (baby and me).
Played with my little brother (baby).
He was damn cute please?
He show-ed off all his toys to us and he loves to sit at baby's lap.
He doesn't like me anymore =(
Anyway, tim's mother prepared dumplings for us.
She seems to like baby alot and it is definately a good thing =)
Anyway, Baby and I spent a great time over at tim's place.
I just love those little brothers.
Baby, thanks for making life a wonderful one by adding colours into my world.
You are the one who is able to make me feel so carefree.
Being with you means simply no worries.
I love the way you kisses my forehead and telling me how much you love me.
I feel so grateful having you by my side always.
Thanks for everthing you have done.
I simply need your love to ease off all my worries.
Baby, you are oh-so wonderful.
I love everything about you.
let your heart out.
Fri
Knocked off work at six in the evening.
Train-ed to aljunied for our dim sum.
It was so delicious.
After our dinner, we bus-ed to bedok and transferred another bus to baby's house.
Played with my silly little baby.
Did alots of silly acts.
Had some disputes with baby, but it was alright after that.
Stayed over at baby's house =)
The night spent over was so wonderful and well spent.
Sat
Woke up pretty late.
Hah, I was late for work!
It was a busy day for me.
I was totally exhausted and my whole body ached.
Silly baby sent me to work and baby went home after that.
Knocked off work at 7 pm.
Had wan ton mee from this blah blah cafe.
Their honey dew milk tea totally sucks!
It was damn sour!
I swear I will never try their bubble tea again!
Though their drinks sucks, I still cannot deny that their wan ton mee was delicious.
We shopped around at town until 9plus.
Bus-ed to baby's house after that.
We fall asleep in the bus.
Headed to the nearby bubble tea shop.
Hahs, our favourite shop!
Luckily we managed to buy the bubble tea before the shop closes.
Went over to prime supermarket to restock our tibits.
Made cereals for my silly baby.
I know that my silly baby just loves it =)))
Stayed over at baby's house again.
I just love the way you looked into my eyes.
Baby, you are the only person that are able to melt my heart =)
Today
Today was alright.
As usual, baby sent me to work again.
Hehs.
I was early for work today.
It was so rare can?
Cos I'm always a late queen.
Anyways, tomorrow I'll be helping out at far east =(
I guess it's frigging boring there.
I just doesn't like the atmosphere there.
Luckily it's only for tomorrow and not permanently there.
Baby came fetched me again.
I saw baby holding a bag of things behind her and of course I was feeling kinda weird.
Baby handed that bag over to me.
Guess what is it?
Haha.
It was the gothic melody!
Love it to bits.
Thanks baby for the surprise and the melody.
I will definately cherish it!
We then shopped around at town.
I saw this person that makes me totally turned off.
I just can't stand the way she does things.
Maybe she's trying to attract attention?
OMG!
Her everything just simply turned me off!
Hahs.
I'm so pissed off when I saw her.
Oh wells, we then bus-ed home soon after.
I have been missing my silly little baby.
I'm alr missing your hugs and kisses.
Baby, I just love the way you cuddles me and kisses my forehead.
In fact, I love everything you do.
Thanks for being such a good gf.
I wanna live the rest of my life with you =)
I will love you always and forever
let your heart out.
Wed
That silly baby picked me up from work.
Had long john for our dinner.
It was rather a late dinner.
We wanted to watch movie but it was too late..
Anyways we bus-ed home after our dinner.
Baby spent a hard time cleaning her room.
Poor baby-
My poor baby had a bad flu.
Please do take care of yourself okay?
Stayed over at my darling baby's house.
We had alots of fun =)))
Had drawing session with my precious baby.
I love to see my baby's serious face especically when she is drawing =))
Thanks for the drawing.
Thanks baby for taking care of me.
I love my baby so so so much.
You are just so precious to me =)
Today
Woke up at 12plus.
Had tibits for our lunch.
Played with my darling baby.
Helped my baby to rearrange the stuffs in her room as it was in a mess.
Finally, baby's room turned out to be much neater now.
Baby, how are you going to reward me? =)))
Had fish and chips for our dinner.
It was so delicious.
Bus-ed to bugis after that.
Shopped for my tees and shoes.
Took prints with my silly baby.
We had deserts at after our dinner.
Baby had honeydew sago, while I had red bean paste with lily bulb.
Though honeydew sago is nice, but I still prefer red bean paste. =)
I just love the desert there.
We bus-ed back home after that.
Had a great day with my darling baby.
Thanks baby for everything.
Baby promised me that tomorrow we will be having dim sum for dinner.
Whee! I love dim sum.
Slurp! =D
I can't wait to see you tomorrow.
Suddenly I feel that I love my job alot.
I think I'm getting crazy.
Haha.
Thanks god for everything =)))
I just love my life now.
I love everything around me (my baby, my friends and my grandparents)
Baby, thanks for being here with me always.
Baby, I love you =)))
let your heart out.
Today was alright.
I get to know quite alot of people.
It's my pleasure to know jolin, well.. she is a nice person.
Knocked off from work at 6pm and meet my silly baby after that.
Went to crystal jade to buy some egg tarts.
Train-ed to baby's house after that.
Played with my baby.
It was so damn hilarious =D
I just couldn't bear to leave my baby.
Went home after that.
Poor baby had flu.
Sighs.
Please do take care of yourself.
I'm missing my baby so much!
Will be staying over at baby's house tomorrow.
Finally, I can hug my baby to sleep. =)))
Baby, I do love you.
let your heart out.
Today's work was bad.
I couldn't really concentrate on my work.
My future now is hanging in the balance.
Where has my determination gone?
JANET! Can you wake up this time?
Sighs.
What I really want??
I'm no longer myself anymore.
I've changed into another person.
God, please help mi..
I'm such a stick in the mud.
I just do not have any interest in doing anything anymore.
I fooled around when I should have worked hard and now I'm stewing in my own juice.
Sighs.
I just have to reflect on myself..
Sighs..
let your heart out.
Again, I feeling depressed now.
I keep asking myself what I really want but I still do not have an answer with me.
What do I really need?
I'm so worn out.
Why can't I just settle down everything?
I just do not know what is wrong with me?
Sighs.
I wanna leave behind everything and do the things that I wanna do.
But, I'm stuck.
Sighs.
I'm so lost in my way.
What do I want?
Nobody understand what i really want.
Not even myself.
Maybe I'm a born loser?
I'm a loser in everything.
Nothing is ever smooth for me.
I guess there's is something else that hinder my path of career.
Or should I just put my worry aside?
I have been thinking quite alot.
I think I'm getting from bad to worst.
I just wanna give up my life so much so that I do not have to worry so much.
I guess it's not worth it.
I had done so much things just for you.
What have you done for me?
Did you ever spare a thought for me?
I'm sorry if I sounded harsh.
But.. it's from my bottom of my heart.
I just can't imagine how my life will be if it goes on like this.
One thing I have to admit is that I'm stuck on you.
Sighs.
Is that a good or a bad thing?
Maybe it's a good thing to you.
But.. it seems like a bad thing to me.
I have already decided that I wanna take a break in everything.
I'm so tired of my life.
After my short break, I'm going to strive hard for myself.
Sighs.
Finally, I have got the decision with me and I know what I really want now.
let your heart out.
I'm finally back!
I miss you guys! (hz, zann, ben and bubu)
Shall meet up one of this day?
Sometimes I just feel like giving up on everything.
I just do not know what i really want.
Sighs.
Baby, I wanna thanks you for always being here for me.
You are so precious to me =)
I just can't afford to lose my baby.
Baby, thanks for making this 5 months a wonderful.
I really do enjoy this 5 months with you.
Thanks baby for always giving in to me, taking care of me when i'm sick and never fail to make me smile.
Baby, you are always so silly but I just love it.
If ever you need a listening ear, just let me know and I will be there for you.
I wanna be with you forever.
HAPPY 5 MONTHS!!! =))))
I love you baby.
let your heart out.