Rushed down to the dental which baby's mother recommended me cos my cavities are getting worse.
It was no pain at all!
And can you imagined that I was trembling before it as I thought that it might hurt.
Miracle?
I have idea what the dentist did, but all I can say is that he had done a good job, =))
I have total 10 cavities, 2 filled up already and I'm left with 8 cavities to fill up.
Total will be $500 plus, sighs. (imagine how many pieces of clothes you can buy?)
But anyway, I'm satisfied with it.
So it quite worth it.
I'll be undergoingthe filling up of the rest of the cavities soon.
Thanks baby for accompanying for the dental treatment and giving courage to do so.
2 more days to our trip!!!
Awaiting for the arrival of it and our 1st year anniversary.
let your heart out.
Alright, shall update about what happened yesterday.
Went lunch with my lady boss and I can tell you that she is damn rich.
Somehow interviewed her about her life and what she thinks about this career.
And so, she treated me for my lunch and droe me back to office. =)
She actually asked when am I going to take my insurance exams.
And please it is three exams and not just one.
Sighs.
I feel that I do not have the time to do so.
And I have not yet taken my diploma.
But I can take my time to study for the insurance exams as I have 3 years to go, before becoming an insurance agents.
Went to update our passports photographs today.
It was such a long long queue.
We waited for almost three hours?
I even fall a slept!
While poor baby gonna look out the queue number for me.
Anyway, everything is already done, so no worries. =)
Tomorrow is sunday.
And I gonna visit grandma =)
I miss her awfully much.
Heh.
Bought 3 pairs of ears studs today and baby bought that princess hours vcd.
I gonna watch the hilarious princess hours right now. =))
Counting down the days to our first anniversary.
I know and bet that it will be the best anniversary we ever had.
let your heart out.
Lunched with diana today.
It was so long since I last met her.
And of course, we blabbed as usual.
Finally, tomorrow is friday and I'm able to go SHOPPING after work, heh. =)
Thanks baby for the pretty halter neck top. =))
I was wondering where should we go tomorrow?
Steamboat? (Nah, I don't wanna get myself stink there but foods there are mouth-watering).
Went to look for our ipod nano a few days ago and we finally bought ourself one.
Bought the new version of Ipod nano and it is sliver colour, not bad because it is unique.
Just do not wanna get the old version one (black and white) cos it seems abit outdated.
Haha.
It is just a random comment. =)
One more week to our KL trip and Zann's birthday?
But too bad that we cannot turn up for Zann's birthday.
But definitely, I will never forget her presents.
So I'll try to get the nicest birthday present for you alright? ;)
And I'll meet you when I'm back to singapore.
It's been raining cats and dogs all day long.
I hope that baby will be alright. (baby is currently down with a flu, poor baby)
Drink that bitter flu medicine alright?
Though I know that the medicine doesn't taste and look nice, but you must finish it up before we can go anywhere okay? =)
Get well soon and take care baby.
I have an urge to buy many many pairs of pretty earrings
Shall do it tomorrow ;)
Alright, shall take up some of my time for my cleo magazine. =)
get well soon baby ;)
let your heart out.
Went to town with baby today.
Bought a top from topshop. =)
Went to look for Ipod Nano but they do not have the stock for white colour and we are intending to buy one.
I'll be visiting grandma tomorrow and I'm wondering how is she.
I miss her so much.
Last week, I went to visit grandma and she actually passed me the videos taken on uncle's wedding and auntie wedding.
My uncle's wedding was taken 10 years ago, and yes I looked so damn funny in the videos.
But somehow, I missed grandpa.
Sighs.
Picture taken with you, =)
I love every pictures taken with you.
I love my precious baby.
2 more weeks to our KL trip and one year anniversary. =))
let your heart out.
I was so silly to believe you in the beginning.
I know there is no turning back right now.
let your heart out.
I love chocolates. =)
But the chocolates are hurting my teeth; cavities.
And yes, I'm eating Ferreo Rocher and Kinder Bueno now, slurps.
The week is ending soon.
Finally tomorrow is friday.
Yup, shopping.
Gleam. =))
But I have to make a visit to the dentist again and I'm so relunctant to do so.
Hmmm, I felt so irritated by this someone.
Oh well, she just simply ruined my day.
At first, she added me in the friendster and for polite reason I actually asked " Do I know you"?
And GUESS WHAT?
She replied that "I do not know you but I know your stead, and adding me won't be a harm bah".
OH MY, look at the childish way of her replying.
Obviously, she is finding some kind of trouble right?
Or should I say that she is being too free after her exams?
Anyway, I'll be going at 4pm tomorrow, which is a good thing. =)
Baby, just leave those babyish pepole aside and they just have a immature ways of doing things.
Let's us cherish the time together, rather than wasting our precious time on her.
The world of you and me. =))
let your heart out.
Work was alright just that i'm feeling quite lonely about it.
Well, it is just so different compared to the secondary school days.
Imagine you will never get tired because of your peeps jokes?
Sometimes, I just feel out of the way.
Hmmm, I'm still missing grandpa.
Sighs.
I guess life is so short and we must always cherish it.
No matter what life still have to go on.
Yes, I have said this several times, nothing seems to get into my head.
And yes, it's a painful memories to me.
Went to make reservation for our Kuala Lumpur trip earlier on.
The person was very ill-mannered.
Anyway, we have booked the reservation and we will be going on the 3rd Nov to 6th Nov.
So it will be 4 days 3 night.
I'll definitely miss my friends. =(
Waiting to celebrate our first year anniversary together at KL.
Thanks baby for all.
I love you.
let your heart out.
Went to the dentist just now.
Mr. Dentist took off my braces and I'm not satisfied with it!
Cos I have got lots of cavities!
Ouch.
He told me that my cavities are quite serious and need to do root canal and crowning.
So I asked him what is root canal.
He told me that it is to remove the nerve for the gum.
Faint!
I don't wanna do any root canal nor crowning.
Somemore it can costs up tp $1000+.
I have enough of it.
I guess just filling up will do.
Sighs.
Imagine the dentist has to drill a hole in your gum and remove one of the nerve from your tooth?
Anyway, I have tried my best to cut down in sugary intake and taking good care of my teeth.
I have to wait for a week for my retainers and I'm going for filling next week.
Ouch.
Please let me know if you guys have any cures for cavities alright?
let your heart out.
I'm back!
I have learnt much things today, which is a great thing.
Thanks god for giving me such a nice lady boss.
Oh my, she is really like a teacher.
I was hunching my back and there she goes: " it's not good to hunch your back and you are like only 18 years old".
Yah, she sounded abit naggy but she is a caring and nice lady boss, I swear!
While my boss asked wheather do I like to study and asked me to take for m5 and m9 examinations (Insurance examinations).
Heh.
Perhaps after I'm 21 years old, I can become an insurance agent?
Yah, I shall dream on.
I kind of interested to become an insurance agents, but I guess it isn't easy at all.
Imagine you have got a target to hit, and if you fail to do so, you will get terminated?
You have to face those nasty and fussy clients?
Oh my, It's so difficult.
Well, I got to communicate with baby's mother.
I was trembling all the way.
She has the fierce look on her face which I dare not to get close to her.
She told me about her past and how she actually felt.
Naughty baby quarreled with baby's mother.
Sighs.
Stress!
Cos I'm the middle person, hah.
I'm trying to tie two strings together.
I felt kind of awkward when taking to baby's mother.
Luckily, I didn't say anything wrong.
Managed to sort out the things with her.
Baby, I have helped you a lot in this matter, so it's up to you already.
Pls reward me, =)
Reward List:
Chocolates, Gummy Sweets, Candy Floss, Popcorn,Lollipops and many many many kisses!
Heh.
Alright, I shall turn in.
Love you more than anyone do.
I'll be a guiding star showing you the love of ours.
let your heart out.
Went to pay the last respect for grandpa just now.
I was so crying throughout the whole praying sessions.
Sighs.
Somehow, I feel that life is like so short.
I just don't know why.
I miss grandpa, and I really do.
I recalled many flashback between grandpa and me.
He used to fetch me from school when I'm still young.
He used to buy my favourite foods for me.
He used to hug me tightly beside him.
He used to put my small little hand with his hand.
He used to hold my hand tightly.
He used to call me "wan ling, you must work hard and save up your money for your future usage".
He used to protect me from my grandmother's canning.
He used to take care of me.
He used to play along with me.
He used to bring me out.
He used to.. he used to.. he used to.. he used to.. he used to..
No no, he no longer used to be by my side anymore.
I do not have grandfather anymore.
But, he will always be in my heart like a angel.
Rest in peace my dearest and beloved grandpa.
I love you always.
let your heart out.
Grandpa is currently in the heaven.
God bless grandpa.
Granpa left us 05/09/2006 (today), 3pm.
I promise myself that I won't shed tears, but in the end I cried.
I saw him struggling, we did called him and shake him up, but he didn't respond us, all he do is breathing it real hard.
His feets and hands were so icy.
I was feeling so helplessly but to call the ambulance.
They came and put granpa into the ambulance and send him to the nearest hospital.
Mummy went with the ambulance alone, and we quickly sat into auntie's car.
When we reached there, the doctor told us that grandpa's heartbeat had stopped and that we had to be self-prepared.
I broke into despair and cried again.
Granpa was announced dead at 3pm.
Yah, I do nothing but kept crying.
I was such a useless bum.
The funeral was set up and I'll be attending the funeral till the day of the wake.
Still, I love my grandpa forever.
I know god will bless you.
Thanks for your upbringing.
I miss you
I miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found It won't be the same
I didn't get around to kiss youGoodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again, I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking whyI can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same noo..
The say you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oooh...
I miss you
let your heart out.
Work was not that tough just that I felt abit boring without the diana's accompany.
The boss and lady boss will be coming in tomorrow.
Though I have met the boss, but I have not yet seen the lady boss.
Sorted out most of the documents today and managed to flee at 5+pm.
Well, that was early for me as previously I had been dismissed at 6pm only.
Had lunch with mummy and went back to work again.
Anyway, baby and me decided to go to Kuala Lumpur on our 1st anniversary.
But I have not taken the leave yet, I was wondering will the boss approves my leave.
Hopefully, he will approves it and I will be able to go for my holidays. =))
Once again, I wanna wish my precious baby happy 11 monthsary!
I will love you always.
let your heart out.
Happy 11 Monthsary to precious baby!!!
I have been waiting for the arrival of this day.
Though we do not have the time to celebrate (due to my work), but I really enjoyed yesterday's outing.
Well, it was really an amusing one (excluding the unplesant things).
We really had a hard time to finish up the jumbo size of the Ole fish and chips from billy bombers.
Thanks baby for the cute lingerie and the stylish top. =))
Anyway, the strolling at esplanade was a romantic one.
Don't ask me why, I just felt as if it's the world containing just the both of us.
Or should I say the picture of you and me?
Bought baby a swanky top from topman.
It just looked perfectly on baby. =)))
Stay strong together alright?
I will still love you as much as before.
No matter what you will always gonna be the one I love.
Darling baby, happy 11 monthsary.
I will love you till the end.
Awaiting for our 1st anniversary.
let your heart out.
It was suppose to be a happy outing for us, but I just never knew that it turned out to be so awful.
We dined at Billy bombers for our dinner.
Had humongous Ole fish and chips, baby ordered the same set as me too.
The root beer float with vanilla ice cream is the best of all, I just simply like the taste of it.
It filled our tummies and we headed to esplanade after that.
Strolled along the riverside with gentle breeze sweeped our faces.
I felt so blessed at that time as you embraced me so tightly and as if you will never gonna abandon me.
Well, nobody knows what will happen to us the next day.
We took lots of pictures as though we will not be seeing each others anymore.
Chatted about the past, holding you tightly and close to me, I just felt that I was in the dream.
However, this is the moment that my sweet dreams shattered.
Am I lying to myself?
Hiding the truth behind me?
It isn't fair for me, you and us.
Do you think that love is always smooth without obstacle and barrier?
Now that there is blockage in our love, I just have no ideas how am I going to lead myself to the end.
My mind is in a confusion right now, I am unable to face the truth.
Wanting to hold and embrace you tightly like what we had just now till the end, but the blockage just doesn't seem to disappear.
Remember my heart will always be with you..
let your heart out.