Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
Yesterday
Work was alright.
Blabbed with diana and discovered that her birthday was 3 days before mine!
Haha, it was so coincidence.
There is meeting on tuesday and I am wondering how it is gonna be like.
Met baby after my work and went shopping at town.
Dined our savory dinner at tea shake hut.
Roamed our way around and bought myself 2 tops. =)
Headed back home after that.
Today
Bickered with baby this afternoon.
We were both warped by the squabbled.
It marked our different views.
I guess and hope that the tiff will never happen on us again.
Perhaps it was just a misunderstanding?
Anyway, headed to town again.
Did I mentioned that I bumped into Zann?
I was elated to see her. =)
Bought myself 2 bottoms! =)
I'm so broke already and I guess I shall control myself.
Dined our dinner at sakae and it wasn't that nice.
We headed our way home after that.
I gonna visit grandma tomorrow.
I'm missing her so so much.
Sometimes, I just wish to close my eyes and pretend that nothing happened.
Still, I love you so much.
Perhaps more than you do.
let your heart out.
Work was alright. =)
But still, Diana says that I have a stress face on me everyday.
I didn't even get the chance to eat my breakfast. =(
I want shopping badly!
I'm always waiting for fri after work and my rest days so that I'm able to destress myself.
Something hilarious happened today.
1) I called the customer to inform them about their investment. And she was like issit gaining or lossing and she wanna withdraw the amount out. I was so blur larh. The way she talk is so funny and I totally stand it.
2) The another department called and asked for the code number.
I gave her the wrong one.
Diana was like whispering to me her code number.
Again, I was blur.
Thinking twice, I felt that it wasn't the code so end up lauging in the phone call.
LOL.
Overall, I'm still happy today. =)
I love my baby and not forgetting my friends.
I'll never stop loving you.
let your heart out.
I'm feeling melancholy right now.
It's all becos of work!
I guess I could only rant here ; my only world.
There is one whole stack of documents need to be done, I have not yet done it!
No one I can turn help too.
It's unlike from the secondary school days, whereby your teachers are willing to help you in your work and your kind friend will never reject the help you needed.
The words are too discouraging.
I'm feeling more and more aghast of it.
I can stood there for an hour without any one coming to me and asking me if I need any help.
In reality, no one is able to help us, but ourselves.
But that doesn't mean that I'm going to give up.
I gonna take up the challenges and work even harder.
The more you want me to surrender, the more I'll try my best to achieve better.
We shall see.
let your heart out.
Work was alright!
I have learnt lots of things.
But I guess I was too tensed up.
More work to be done!
I guess I just have to continue on next monday.
Of course I did made some friends.
They were really really hilarious and helpful. =))
I hope this will be a long term and not a short term one.
Being a personal assisant isn't easy, I have to co-ordinate with my boss too.
Whatever things I needed to do, I have to ask for his consents.
And not revealing any information out to the others.
As I'm working in the insurance firm, I really have to keep a secret in whatever I have done.
Somemore If I'm unsure, I can only turn to my boss and he is always out for appointment.
This really drives me crazy.
But, it is not as stressful compared to others job. (I guess).
Time really files.
I have learnt to spend my time wisely already!
All thanks to my friends and baby!
Thanks for the movation and encouragement.
Whenever I wanted to give up, you guys will be there for me.
Cheers! =))
Anyway, met baby after my work and we went to bubu's house.
And I really had lots of fun!
It was damn hilarious.
The song we sang with zann's strumming on her guitar, the fun shot taken at bubu's house, the messy song played by us from the piano and the ghost stories were so memorable.
It reminds me of the times when we were in our secondary days.
Finally, tomorrow and sunday is my rest day!
Gonna spend time wisely before starting a brand new week. =))
I hope baby enjoyed too.
Let's spend this 2 days wisely alright?
I love my baby always.
I love my friends too!
without noticing, time actually slipped away as fast as we could even catch up,
i really hope that we can spend more time just like what we did last time.
eventually our laughter will ease off my stress.
thanks friends.
i love you guys.
let your heart out.
I have finally got myself a job.
Actually I didn't expect that I will get this job cos I lacked of some confidence.
But anyways, a big thanks to my friend.
Thanks for the encourgement!
I'm afraid that the envoirment will be alittle stressful as I needed to clinch some kind of deals?
Anyway, I really thanks god for the miracle.
I gonna turn in right now or else I won't be able to wake up tomorrow.
Do remember our promise. =)
I love you baby.
let your heart out.
I have to break loose all the pressure in me from now on.
Just got to lead a nonchalant life; happy-go-lucky.
I'm not gonna fuss about anything and gonna luxuriate in the carefree life rather than worrying about some issues.
If not when I start my work, I may not have time to enjoy all I want.
For this one month I really savour everything.
The shopping sprees, the afternoon nap, the luscious dinner and the carefree life.
After this month I really really got to buck up no matter what.
Which means there will be lesser shopping sprees and afternoon nap. =(
But anyway, I'm happy as long as I'm able to see you sleeping beside me every night.
So I have already planned the things I want.
So no worries, I'll just follow everything and everything will be alright. =)))
Thanks for providing me with courages I needed and constructing a right pathway for me.
Without you, I will never know how to lead my way.
I love you forever.
let your heart out.
Baby and me are so into pc games nowadays.
My god, i'm so obsessed by the games.
I have got 2nd interview on thurs.
Wish me goood luck please.
If the interview is sucessful, I'll be selected.
So hopefully I'll be able to join the company. =)
Nothing much today.
Met up daddy.
Haven't seen him for days.
There still some goings-on needs to be settle.
Daddy has been trying real hard to settle it and meanwhile focusing on his work.
It's such an aggravation for him.
Hope that he will be alright.
As for my friends, I'm happy for them.
They are happy for their lives, so no worries.
Tomorrow have to go dental for my monthly check-up.
Hopefully I can get my braces remove real soon. =)))
Thanks for the splendid days.
I groove on every part of it.
And I know that my love is enchancing for each day.
It will never die out nor downturn,
It will only keep enlarging and summing.
I love you.
let your heart out.
Currently, I'm sick and tired of my life.
And I mean sick and tired of looking for jobs everyday.
Sick of the interviews and the cold atmosphere of the interview rooms.
Repeated questions and introducing of oneself makes me feel so little.
I always asked myself when am I able to sit on the executive seats?
Went throught thousands of interview (I guess) and sent thousands of resumes, but what is the use?
Will I work really hard if I really get a job for myself?
Will I attend the business admin course and promising myself that I will never skip one single lesson.
I doubt so.
I'm not someone born in sliver spoon nor someone able to dependent on their parents.
Who am I?
Someone who needs to motivate myself to work and just to earn a living in order to feed myself.
And yes I'm always being stressed about this.
Sometimes, I tried to work hard but yet no ones give me the chance to do so.
I do believe in hopes and miracles, but I guess these will never happen to me.
let your heart out.
Went out with baby today.
Cabbed to funan to accompany baby's auntie as she was intending to buy a lappy for herself.
So we rushed our way there with empty stomach.
After that, baby and I bus-ed to town to collect some sof my stuffs.
After collecting it, baby and me had to rush to collect our digi cam as we came across some problems with it.
The person exchanged a new one for us. =)
Roamed our way around and we dined at the cafe.
We had lucious dinner and it filled our tummy. =)
Train-ed back home after that.
Sorry baby about that quarrel, I was just mood-swinging.
So just ignore it alright?
I love my baby forever.
thanks for making my life a beautiful one and filling it up with colours.
i love you, baby.
let your heart out.
Days were alright.
Many pleasant things happened.
1) I realised that my friendships between ben and hui zhen are improving.
Thanks guys for always being there with me.
Therefore, I'll cherish the friendship between us.
2) Chatted with baby's mother yesterday.
Although I was terrified, but it turned out to be a nice one. =)
3) Grandmother taught me how to cook and the bonds brought us closer.
I have no more to ask for, but just to see my love one being happy always.
I hope to see my friends better, excel in theirs studies, advance in their careers
and of course to have a healthy diet.
I hope to see my grandma and grandpa better, live happily each day and really take good care of themselves.
And last but not least, I hope that baby will find a job soon. Don't disappoint me and your mother alright?
I love you guys many many.
Much love,
Jan.
let your heart out.
Happy 9 monthsary!
I wanna wish my beloved baby a very happy 9 monthsary!
Time files and it's been 9 months already. =)
I just wanna spend all the anniversary with you.
During this 9 months, I have learnt to give in, control my temper and to show care and concern to you.
I have been smiling without reasons ever since I'm yours.
You make my life complete once again.
The most memorable monthsary was the first monthsary.
It was spend at the clinic.
You took all the way just to bring me to the clinic and that was the best ever present.
It was love. =)
I love all the silly pictures, acting cute prints, chicago cheese cake and the acting quarrels we had.
Thanks for giving me the best ever birthday and 3rd monthsary this year.
I enjoyed every part of it.
The stayed over at the chalet, BBQ-ed foods, xbox games, bowling, sundaes, fries,
thrilling rides from escape and the wonderful birthday cake and the beautiful bouquet of roses.
It really melted my heart and it was really a memorable birthday and monthsary.
Baby, I love you and I really really do.
Happy 9 monthsary!
let your heart out.
Had a great day at grandma's place.
Spent the whole afternoon at grandma's house.
Chit-chatted with her, learn new dishes from her and accompanied her to watch television.
Haha.
I learnt some nice dishes.
Oh well, I gonna try it one day.
I love the lucious dinner cooked by grandma, though it's simple but I still miss my grandma's cooking very much!
Took a picture of grandma and me.
I love my grandma forever.
let your heart out.