Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
It was a wonderful day with the JAs.
I had so much fun and jokes with them!
And jokes were so so hilarious.
Oh my, I'm missing them already.
I love the gathering so so much.
When are we going to meet up again?
It was such a meaningful day.
I love that monk story.
It is so meaningful.
I will have my very own mindset.
But, do you think everyone thinks the same too?
I really apperciate the story.
Maybe not all of the people can think like the great monk.
This story has taught me a valuable lesson, let bygones be bygones.
let your heart out.
Picked bubu from the airport yesterday.
Waited for an hour to her arrival.
Of course we were elated to see her back in one piece. =)
But we did not stayed there for long as bubu needed to rush home.
It's alright cos we are meeting tomorrow. =)))
Went to trim my hair with baby today.
I was satisfied with my current hairstyle.
Bought plenty of junk foods home.
Had our dinner and bus-ed home after that.
Waiting to see the JAs tomorrow. =)
let your heart out.
Went to visit my beloved grandparents this afternoon.
I was elated to see them. =)
Grandma digged out those old photos which consisted grandpa, her and me.
It was so memorable.
Grandpa is so skinny now, he doesn't feel like eating at all.
Compared to last time, he really lost alot of weight.
I was pretty worried about him.
Those old photos were so sweet.
Grandpa holding me in this lap with his sweet smile.
How I wish I'm able to turn back the time.
Now, I don't want anything.
I just want grandpa to recover his health and be the same old him.
Grandma is worrying about grandpa condition.
I miss the old times where you used to bring me to the fast food whenever I wanted to.
I miss it when we had our shopping spree with grandmother.
I miss the old coffeeshop where we used to go.
I miss the way you lead me from simei to bedok and crossing every of the streets and holding my small tiny hand to yours.
I miss the long talk with you.
I miss the way you used to protect me.
Grandpa often used to protect me from those bullier.
But now, grandpa has no strength to do the things we used to do.
He is extremely weak.
I'll still remember how you hold my tiny little small hand.
Grandpa, I love you always.
let your heart out.
It's been a week and I guess I'm pretty fine.
I do nothing more than slacking , eating, sleeping and watching tons of tv shows.
But I do enjoyed the days with my precious baby.
I'm missing my friends and grandparents.
Chatted with grandma through the phone yesterday.
She doesn't seem to be alright, she is worrying about the housechores and my grandpa.
Sighs.
How I wish I can help them out.
The maid doens't seem to be helping out either, well I have no comments about it.
I'm not gonna slack like this forever and I know I gonna buck up for the sake of myself.
I wanna make a complete change in myself.
I miss those happy days with my friends and grandpa.
I miss you guys.
let your heart out.
It's been a long time since I last blogged.
Argh.
I'm tired of my everything expect my grandparents, friends and baby.
I will be spending the next 2 months at baby's house!
Finally, we can spend enough time together. =)
Sorry for neglecting for the past one week due to my work.
I have been waking up as early as 7 plus and sleeping at 1 am?
I'm depriving for sufficent sleep so much.
I want deep restful sleep! (finally)
I missed the long phone calls we had.
Hui zhen: Please don't be stress up on your projects.
Do take care of your health. Do give me a call if there's thing bothering you.
Meet up soon!
Zann: Good luck in your new job! I miss chatting with you. Take care.
I believe I will not fall again.
From now on I'll be learning how to stand up on my own.
I will never give up on myself anymore.
Anyway, i enjoyed the pasa malam shopping spree.
Thanks baby for that portable electric mini fan.
Baby bought a tamagochi too.
Alright, i shall turn in to my deep restful sleep!
I love you forever.
Thanks for being there for me when i needed you most,
You ease off all my trooubles and unhappiness.
I'm willing to give all my love, trust and my all just to you.
I love you my apple of one's eye.
let your heart out.
I had spent my week wonderfully.
I love indulging the heavenly ice cream with you.
How I wish I can still continue this wonderful week with you.
I gonna start work tomorrow.
I wonder how it would be like.
Baby, I gonna miss you like crazy.
Do take care of yourself alright.
No matter how it gonna be,
I will still be there for you.
let your heart out.
I'm damn pissed off right now.
Though I did not utter a word but this doesn't mean that I can tolerate whatever shit you have done.
She is being too much!
I feel so ashamed having you as my mother.
You make my life so melancholy and what you want now?
I feel the urge of getting out of this fucking house as soon as possible.
I realised that there should be a screaming halt.
Break off all the shit that you are trying to do.
Let me extricate oneself from the reality.
I just wanna get out of this dead fucking house.
let your heart out.
Baby, you simply rocks in my life!
I believe that our story has no ending.
Never doubt my love for you.
I'll never stop loving you even the skies fall.
I wanna stay by your side forever.
You are my prince charming forever.
I love you forever.
let your heart out.
Wed
I received a call and was told that I was shortlisted.
And of course I was elated. =)
Had long john for our late lunch.
It was delightful.
Bought some apparels for my new job.
Had rejuvenating manicure and pedicure done at lady's fingers.
But, it was bad.
The manicurist cutted my skin.
And it was agonizing.
Silly baby of mine insisted to treat me for that manicure and pedicure.
Feeling guilty, I decided to buy some snacks for my silly baby.
Bought ruffles, strudel like biscuits, honey star, prawn crackers and soya bean milk.
The prawn crackers and soya bean milk were for baby's mother.
Cabbed to baby's home after that.
Baby's mother prepared luscious dinner for us.
Had a wonderful night with my precious baby. =)
Today
Baby's mother prepared my favourite fried rice.
I just simply love it. =)
Had our afternoon nap after that.
Baby had a strange nightmare.
It was terrifying.
We realised that we have been eating and sleeping for the whole day.
Soon, we are gaining some weight. ( I guess it's good)
Baby, I'll be starting work on monday.
Don't worry alright?
No matter what, I will still spend enough time for you.
My time is reserved for you.
Sorry that I have to postpone our Kl trip.
But, I promise you that we will definately go to KL alright?
Baby, I will never stop loving you.
let your heart out.
Stayed over at baby's place last night.
I just love that full apple and peach strudel.
It was so heavenly =)
Spent the whole day at baby's place.
I'm so fortunate cos baby's mother cooked porridge for us =)
She knew that I doesn't consume pork so she replaced the pork into chicken and potatoes.
Anyway, I felt close to baby's mother.
I'm still considering about our KL trip.
The devil inside me is telling me to go as there is mega sale, while the angel inside me is persuading me not to go as it is dangerous and costly.
What should I do?
I never gonna abandon you alone.
This is gonna be an everlasting love, trust me baby.
I love you forever, daryl.
let your heart out.
Train-ed to town.
Something side splitting happened.
While I was holding the metal railing, I felt something warm around my hand and my hand was in suspension for quite some time.
When I turned and looked, I saw something shiny and it was pretty smooth I guess.
Guess what was it?
A person's blad head!!!
Luckily the person didn't kill me =)
Had a great day together.
Went back to the place where I used to work.
Gwen said that she misses me.
Well well, I do miss her and cheryl too.
Sighs.
Roamed around at town.
Tried on various kinds of finger foods at the food festival.
From portugese egg tarts to strawberry snow ice to crabmeat vege crisps and also not forgetting our favourite indulge: mango strudel.
These were all my cravings.
It was so delightful.
Had my manicure done.
Finally, I had my nails tinted.
This was the colour.
Baby mentioned that it looked like suicidal red.
Oh my god!
Anyway, I just adore it =).
I'm looking forward to travel to KL with you.
Well, baby and me intend to travel to KL, maybe on next week.
Yipee!
Finally, we can spent the 3 days 2 nights romantically together.
Oh my, I'm so in love with you =)
Come on over, baby.
I love you.
let your heart out.
Went to rebond my hair.
Though it was abit weird but my baby loves it, so who cares? =)
I guess I need time to adapt this new hairstyle.
Suddenly I felt that I prefer the previous hairstyle I had =(
Anyway, I had spent my week splendidly.
It is always nice to have you right beside me =)
I was conscience-stricken about the catfight we had today.
I loathed all those bickering.
You told me that no matter what and how I treat you, you will still love me.
Baby, you are so silly.
Sometimes, harsh mistakes may lead you to regret.
Regret?
I have lots of regrets.
I mean who doesn't have any regrets in their life?
Sometimes when you realise your mistakes, it's already too late.
And again this is regrets.
I believe that regrets make humans pick up how to cherish and love things even more.
In additional, time will never halt just for anyone, it will still continue, so why not think about how you can perk up yourself rather than regretting?
But just to let you know that I have no regrets being with you =)
I will change for the better just for YOU!
Baby, you are gonna be my romeo forever.
let your heart out.
These are my things that I found in my cupboard which I have collected from all my shopping sprees after all this years. I was so shocked to find this in my cupboard.
The pairs of earrings I had.
My beads necklaces.
My nail lacquer.
My cosmetics.
I guess I have to stop being such a shopaholics. sighs.
let your heart out.
Stayed over at my baby's place last night.
It was so splendid.
Watched the meteor garden together.
It was so prefect cos I'm able to hug my silly baby throughout the show =)
Shared lots of hugs and kisses.
I just love the way you embrace me.
I love your warm huggies and delicated kisses.
Went to town today.
Had carl's jr for our early dinner.
The food was jumbo.
Our mouth-watering foods!
The biggest onion ring i had ever seen.
My baby!
Went to bugis for our shopping spree.
Bought one sweet top.
I know baby loves it. =)
My pinkish top. (By the way, I seldom wear pink)
Trying out something new =)
Baby and me went for our deserts after that.
Had delicious red ean paste while baby had mango with sago.
Train-ed back home after that.
Ahh. I miss my baby so so much!
Thanks for that opi lacquer.
I love it many many.
Happy 8 monthsary!!!
I love you forever.
let your heart out.
I had spent my days wonderfully with my darling baby.
Sorry baby for always being stiff-necked, but I'll change just for you.
Don't worry alright?
Yup, I'm currently changing myself for the sake of you and me =)
I know this is gonna be a long road, so I'll never ever give up.
I gonna hold your hands tightly forever.
After so much boody trap I realised something important.
I guess it is the mistakes we made, how we are going accept the bottom lines and amend ourselves better.
Just like, relationships, work and family bonds?
I'm always doing soul searching about it.
Alright shall drop this topic.
I'm currently listen to hei sei mao yi from jay chou.
Oh my, it just reminds me of you =)
Still remember the first time we heard this song?
It was at k-pool (tampines).
We shared our two very first kisses there.
You gave me two soft and delicated kisses on lips =)
Still remember the first time we met?
We blushed all our way.
I can never forget how you hold my hand =)
You hold it so tightly to you, it was so sweet.
Still remember I was shy to see you and dare not to eat infront of you? (the very first time at long john with my friends)
And this is what you told me: " you better eat now if not I gonna feed you".
When you told me this you were looking away from me and I guess you were looking shy.
Somebody even try to peek at me uh? ( I know you dare not have any eye contact with me) =)
Still remember that playground?
You asked me sleep on your shoulder cos it's foc.
We looked into your hp and looked through all the sms-es that I had sent you.
We blushed again!
Still remember you gave a kiss on my cheeks and forehead when we bidded goodbye to each other?
I was so surprised. =)
You told me that the kisses you gave me on my forehead betoken how much you love me?
And it's unlimited. =))
Still remember all the obstancles and fear we had?
It was tough at first.
But you told me you will never gonna give up and you are gonna protect me with all your might.
Baby, you are oh so wonderful.
Still remember I bought the pink pills for you?
I was pretty worried and rushed to buy the pink pills for you.
But in the end, you can't bear to unseal it.
Silly baby, I love you.
Still remember how sweet our chalet stay over is?
We put in alot of efforts in it and it tuned out to a magnificent one.
You make my birthday a very wonderful one.
And I can tell you that it was my best birthday in my life =)
Still remember we had our very first anniversary?
We spent it at the clinic due to my sore eye.
Though we didn't really celebrate it.
But I can feel you care and concern.
Thanks baby!
Still remember I brought you to my cousins house?
They just simply love playing with you.
My auntie adores you too.
It was so great.
Still remember we spent our very first christmas, new year and birthdays together?
It was so memorable.
Baby, you filled my life with colours.
I'm so grateful and blissed.
You are destined to be mine.
I'll never let you go alright?
I love you, daryl =)
Happy 8 monthsary!!!
I wanna build our very own world =)
let your heart out.
Met up the JAs yesyerday.
I was elated to see them.
Sent bubu off too.
I gonna miss her.
Accompanied my baby and yee ling for their haircuts.
And went for early dinner after that.
Baby and me then cabbed to downtown for shyet teng's birthday chalet.
Well, we stayed there for awhile and then proceed to tampines mall.
Thanks baby for that OPI lacquer (I'am a princess, You're not).
I just simply love it please?
It is the soft shades from the princess charming series.
I just wanna collect all of them. =))
It was rather a busy day for us.
I hope bubu will be doing fine.
Went town for shopping spree.
But it was rather boring there.
We had sakae for our dinner.
It was so delightful.
I just love the way you feed me =)
Thanks baby for this wonderful week, I really really do adore it.
I'm starting work soon.
I gonna miss my baby and friends.
Baby, I just wanna lie close to you.
I love my wasabi baby =))
let your heart out.
Stayed at baby house for the last few days.
At first baby brought me to my house nearby clinic but my sickness didn't recover.
Baby was pretty worried.
And she brought me to another clinic nearby her house.
The doctor said that I'm not having heartburn and I'm having stomach flu instead.
Hahs.
I feel so guilty.
Baby really took very good care of me =)
I'm so blissed.
Thanks baby for feeding the medicine to me,
Thanks baby for taking my temperature regularly,
Thanks baby for applying medical oil for me everytime I'm having stomachache,
Thanks baby for bringing the mentos along with you cos you seriously know that I hate to consume those medicine,
Thanks baby for hugging me tightly when I yelled that I'm having stomachache.
Baby, don't you know that I can't live without you.
Sorry baby that I didn't really take good care of myself.
Don't worry alright?
Thanks for always being there for me =)
let your heart out.