Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

I really dying le.
I guess I'm suffering from depression.
Sighs.
I don't wanna hide how I felt anymore.
Do you know what's the reason wanting to have a break with you this afternoon?
Reason is because that I feel so gulity!!!
Is like all is just because of me.
I am crying almost everyday just that you don't know.
The things your mother do really make feel so gulity.
I don't want you to know is because I don't wanna quarrel with you.
I wanna stay happy with you too but.. sighs.
I wanna hug you and cry so much.
Why all this things have to happen on me?
I just wanna stay happy with you.
Everytime whatever your mother said it really hurts me deeply.
I teared when I heard what she said to you but I acted as if nothing happened cos I don't want to worry.
Why can't we just like those normal couples?
Sighs.
I really really love you, but it's like so difficult.
I have been worrying what will happen next.

In this three months plus, you have done what a stead should be.
But it's me.
I am still fooling around.
Sighs.
I just don't know how to repay all the kindness to you.
You brightens up my day, never failed to make me smile and cheer me up.
I still remember how we got together.
It's like we have been through quite alot.
I enjoyed being with you.
U showed what a true love is and I learned to change my attitude towards love.
You are a very caring stead.
I still remember there was once I had my sore eyes and you quickly rushed to my house and brought me to the doctor.
All sweet bitter memories.
Sighs.
I miss the days in the chalet.
It was the nicest day spent with you.
We have got lots of freedom there, it's just like living on our own.
Thanks for the birthday chalet, thanks for the flowers and thanks for your caring.
I do enjoyed this three month plus with you.
I never regretted being with you, but this time i really got no choice.
No matter what, i already made up my mind.
Take it as you don't know me okay?
Go find a better girl.
You are such a nice person, many girls will go for you de.
Don't be stubborn now.
I rather we hurt each other now than leave each other later on.
It will hurts even more.
Still, It will hurts but at least not as much as later on.
Thanks for taking care of me this three month.
Thanks!
I really still love you, but I will leave you.
Get used to it okay?
Sighss.
I hope your mother and you will be alright.
I have been hurting you again and again.
I just can't forgive myself for hurting you so much.
I know I will wake up one day and find myself without you and I know how lonely it would be but I just can't forgive myself.
I already forget how much hopes you have on me.
I am just so useless.
Just take it you never know me.
I am always relying on you.
I have to move on myself.
Today might be the last meeting, that's why I hugged you so tight cos I know we won't see each others again
Take care of yourself..

let your heart out.

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