Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

I was actually shopping at bugis with baby and suddenly my hp rang.
It was mummy.
Mummy sounded in despair so I asked what happened.
She replied that grandmother fainted and was admitted to the hospital.

Sghs.
I was in despair too.
I broke down immediately.
Cried at the public loudly like nobody business.

My mind was in a confusion.
It's just a long long story.
Hah.
What shall I say?

I was like a abandon child when I was 6 months old.
Mother and father did not have the time to take care of me.
And so, out of sympathy grandmother and grandfather agreed to take care of me.
And it's not a few months or a few years, but it is 10 YEARS!
I don't know what is family love neither do i know how define it.
So when I was a child, my friend always questioned where is my parents.
They often mocked that I have no parents.
Feeling utterly upset and helplessly, I shouted to them that I have no parents and that my parents had already died.
How mean I was.
But, you guys will never understand the pain i had all along.

And this 10 years is a meaningful one.
I enjoyed the days spent with grandmother and grandfather.
They gave me all the love I needed.
The 10 years brought our bonds closer.

In the past, grandfather never fails to buy my favourite french fries and fish burger.
Yah, it was my favourite foods when I was in small kid.
Though I do not have the love from my parents like all the kids had, but one thing i'm proud is that I have my grandparents' love =)
They never fail to shower their love, though they never express it but I can still feel it =))

I moved to my parents house when I was secondary one.
I cried for the entire month and called grandmother almost everyday.
And I feel that i'm so odd in this house.
Sighs.
How I wish i can turn back to the time?
And I wanna turn back to the time where i can spend my days happily with my grandparents.

Grandfather was admitted to the hospital a few weeks ago, he had been discharged already.
He had a great fall and hurted his head badly.
And grandmother now is in the hospital.
I'm pretty worried for them.

Sighs.
I'm in an unstable mood right now.
And I hope that grandmother and grandfather will be fine.
I love them forever no matter what.
Thanks for the love and care given by you.

let your heart out.

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